Santana, she was beautiful, strong, and was a sex goddess. Everyone wanted to be her or be with her; she has even made girls curious in the past.
But she hated herself. She hated every little thing about her.
It all started she slept with Finn and took his V-card. She tried her best to make it fun and exciting for him; but he didn't care. She really thought that maybe just maybe she'd get to date a nice guy like Finn that didn't just want sex. Finn was the same as all the other guys Santana had made-out with or slept with in the past. It was all meaning less to them.
All Santana has ever wanted was a nice guy that wouldn't just be another guy she dated or a guy that just used her; but even for Santana that was hard to ask for.
She still had Puck, until he decided to go out with that goddamn hippo. Santana wanted to rip all the fat from that girl pieces by pieces and make her eat it.
Then there was Sam. He was nice and the type of guy she had been looking for, but she didn't want him. She saw Sam glance at Quinn all the time in Glee club. She knew he belonged to Quinn all along and never really to her
At last, the person Santana had been in love with for god know how long. The beautiful, blond, dim witted person Brittany. Even saying the name gave her shiver. But she didn't realize this until Brittany was with the wheel-chair boy Artie. She was mad at her for not leaving the dumb even confessed her love for her at school. That whole day she felt vulnerable and alone.
The next time in Glee club Santana sang a song for Brittany confessing everything she has or had felt for Brittany. In which will be the last song for her because that night Santana Lopez will commit suicide. Nothing stopped her on that thought until she got home to write her Goodbye letter. She looked over at the picture on her desk. It was a picture of when Santana and Brittany on their first day of 1st grade. Brittany was wearing a light pink dress that had a big bright blue bow in the back. Santana was wearing a bright blue dress with a big pink bow in the back. Both of Brittany and Santana's hair were up in a high ponytail. Santana smiled sadly at the picture. She turned the picture away from her. Her last words were "I love you Brittany." and with that night Santana had left the world forever.
-LOVE-
The next day Santana's parents had found her in the bathroom in the tub with "LOVE" cut deep into her tan skin. They quickly called police. Soon the school found out and everyone knew.
2 day after they had found Santana Lopez's body. Glee club found out. Mr. Schuester read Santana's Goodbye letter as a request from most of the Glee kids. It read-
Dear to whoever is reading this,
I'm sorry I can't be perfect and I can't always love a man. Yes to whoever is reading this I am a lesbian. I am in love with a blond headed, funny, beautiful girl, who doesn't love me back. I hate being called "slut" daily and "whore". I hate having that reputation when really I have only had sex 5 time willingly. So I'm sorry if you miss me, but its better this way really it is. And I really do LOVE you, Brittany.
~Santana J. Lopez
_LOVE_
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