Hi, guys, sorry about that well, um this is my 3rd stroy, but in all defense, i'm not really writting this, my friend is, she's too lazy to use her account rght now, so she's using mine(don't qustion her logic, just go with it.)
Hi guys, this is Maxine! Well, this is my story, i wont talk too much about it, but its about Sakura getting over a bad elationship, and the sences are boken up by songlyrics, so yeah enjoy!
Sakura flipped through the stations at lighting speed, trying to find something descent to listen to. She wanted a sad, moody, depressing song to listen to, something that could match her lousy mood. After all the years she spent with Sasori he had the nerve to cheat on her then dump her. Where's the justice in the world?
No one, no one, no one can get in the way of what I feel for you
"Psh, just you wait, one day he'll come to your 5th anniversary dunk and hanging off another man, saying that he doesn't want to see you again and oh, by the way I'm gay, then he kisses the dude he's with!!" Sakura practically threw the wooden spoon she was eating ice cream out the carton with at the stereo.
She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted.
"I wish I could get Sasori to listen to this song, because he does need me! More than I need him!! I bet he's freaking miserable with out me! And he never knew he wanted me and never appreciated me! I bet Deidara can't even make him an edible sandwich!"
It's your love that my heart beats for
"If this song was true I'd b dead a long time ago," Sakura said a she scooped up another mouth full of ice cream. "What happened to good radio? I mean what happened to all the sad heart breaking songs? Did they just get rid of them, or did people all of a sudden believe in love?" she picked up the remote with her free hand and changed the station
Days swiftly come and go, I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys emotions they stir
The sun is gone the nights are long
And I'm left here the tears drop
"Eh, good enough," she left it on the station and started to eat globs of ice cream off the wooden spoon enjoying every bit of it, thinking about the lyrics of the song.
"Why was I the one always thinking about him? I mean, why was I always waiting for him, helping him, dreaming about him, while he was stepping out on me? And now I'm just left here while he's out parading around with his new boyfriend. It's been a whole 2 weeks, and I'm still here. Love just sucks, plain and simple, and it's not fair either." She took another spoon full of Ben and Jerry's Phish food ice cream.
Did you think that I would cry on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like being alone?
I'll find some one new
"You don't know how right you are radio! I should find some one new! Some one better, and more importantly someone hotter than Sasori! That'll teach him! Because maybe once he loses me for real he'll now what it's like to be alone and wanting some one so badly that it burns! He'll know the pain and suffering I had to go through the last 2 weeks! "Sakura Jumped off her couch turned up the radio, so it could be heard through out the whole house, and she ran upstairs to change out of her pajamas.
Swing swings swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me
Find a way to carry on again?
She picked up the phone and dialed her best friends Ino and Hinata and did a three way.
"Hey, what's up guys?" Sakura asked.
"Nothing much. So sorry about Sasori and Deidara, who would have guessed when you introduced my brother and your boyfriend they'd fall in love?" Ino commented.
"Thanks for that little bit of sympathy, it really helped," Sakura said sarcastically, "So what are you guys doing to night?"
"Not much, just staying at home, watching old grandma lifetime movies. They're actually really interesting, here was this one where a girl became pregnant at 15 and she still had to go to scho-" Ino was cut off by Sakura's voice.
"So very interesting Ino, thanks, so that means you're free. What about you Hinata, you haven't said anything,"
"Yeah I'm free too but I might be a little late, I have to drive Hanabi to her friend's house at 6, which is like in 15 minutes, so I'll see you guys later. Where are we going anyway?"
"Let's go dancing tonight!" Ino suggested. "Let's go to El Tigre, it's the hottest dance club, and it's ladies night,"
"For once you came up with a good idea Ino, I'll see you guys later to night," Sakura said before he hung up the phone. El Tigre was about a 20 minute drive fro her house, and ladies night started t 7:30. And was 5:45, so that mean she had about an hour 20 minutes to kill.
"What did I like to do before I went out with Sasori?" Sakura asked herself. "I remember I really liked to cook," Sakura took out an old cookbook and looked up the hardest recipe in the book; a lemon meringue soufflé (A/N I now this doesn't exist, but it' early morning and I'm like so tired so suck it up.)
"Seems like this should take an hour, eh, I got time" She took out all the ingredients listed, and looked around, and found out that she was missing lemons. "Damn, I guess I have to go the grocery store now,"
She looked at herself in the mirror; she was wearing pink bunny pajamas bottoms with purple pillows and a pink tank top that showed her midriff. "Whatever, I've worn worse in public, plus it's not like anyone's looking anymore," she said sadly. She took five dollars out of her purse, her iPod and then left her apartment.
Every time I call you on the phone
I listen to the ring and no one's home
I can't explain the energy that you give me
When I'm left here alone
And every time I pass you on the street
You won't even turn to look to me
When she was out on the street she saw a cute looking couple in the distant. They were holding each other and staring lovingly, into each other's eyes. Sakura wasn't close enough to see who they were, but she did see blonde hair and peach red hair.
"Wait, you don't think," she started walking faster to the couple, trying to figure out if she was dreaming or not.
When she arrived a few feet from where they were she aw she wasn't dreaming, it was her Sasori and Deidara, cuddling up to each other. All the words left her mouth and all she could do was stare. This was the first time she'd seen then in public, actually the first time she'd seen them together at all, except for the time he broke up with her, two weeks ago.
What bothered her most wasn't that he was with him, but it was when she dating Sasori said he hated PDA (public display of affection) so the never kissed, or even hugged in public.
Deidara looked up from Sasori and stared straight at her.
"What are you staring at?" he sneered. "Don't you have smething better to do with your time, like play with my baby sister?" Sasori didn't even look up at Sakura; instead he just took Deidara's face and smashed his lips into him.
Sakura felt like she'd hit her bursting point, she gave one last glace at the couple and ran off. She ran until she got to the grocery store, then she found a wall to lean against, and sunk to the floor, crying uncontrollably. She didn't care who saw her at this point she felt lower than dirt, like life would never be happy or joyful again.
Hey guys, how'd you like it? well um, not much to say, but bye, and i upate way more tha Jaz, so I'll have the next chappie upin like a few days, ok? well ove you guys!
Faith, love and Happines
Maxine