Lose Control
Disclaimer: I don't own YGO or Evanescence or any of their songs so :P – waaaaaa!
NOTE: Song lyrics
Ryou's thoughts (and actions, speech, etc in his POV)
Ordinary POV (normal POV)
Chapter 1 –
You don't remember my name.
I'm
just "boy"…"Hikari"…"Mortal"…if I'm lucky it's
Ryou…
I don't really care.
I'm
just a vessel, I know I mean nothing to you.
Can we
play the game your way?
What
happened to your way of life?
Can I really lose
control?
Do you know how to return to it? Can you
define it?
Just once in my life,
Just
once, if only once.
I think it'd be nice,
Maybe,
someday, maybe it'll be nice.
Just to lose control,
just once,
If
only I could yell and scream and tell you to get your life back!
With all the pretty flowers in the dust.
If only I
could do all that…
Mary had a lamb.
If
only I didn't need to…
His eyes black as coals.
Wish
I didn't need to…
If we play very quiet, my lamb,
You
do all these things
Mary never has to know.
Expect me not to know
Just once in my life,
Just
once, maybe, just once, if only.
I think it'd be nice,
Maybe,
if only I could try it for a while
Just to lose
control, just once.
Surprise your ass into gear,
maybe, maybe
If I cut you down to a thing I can use,
Maybe
try it, maybe die from it, maybe, maybe
I fear there
will be nothing good left of you.
But all your good is gone.
Me: Not bad.
Ryou: you enjoy making us characters' lives and thoughts mush, don't you?!
Me: nods uh-huh. YUGI! Come beg for reviews!
Yugi: runs on
Ryou: watches
Me: pulls out leashes holding rabid snow-doggies start begging
Yugi: pretty, pretty please – puriti, puriti onegai – please review her! I WANT TO ESCAPE!!! cries
Me: cackles releases snow-doggies
Ryou: so who're they after this time?
Me: Mana, Tea and Malik (as in the Yami of Marik)
Ryou: …why?
Me: 'cause I said so. Are you arguing with me?!
Ryou: pales n-n-n-no! No! Iie! Le! Nope!
Me: beams ii! Good!
Ryou: sighs smiles can we go? I'm bored…
Me: shrugs okayies. Bysies! REVIEW!!!! rides off with Ryou on sledge pulled by snow-doggies