A/N: well this is my story takes place after last sacrafice and is just about Rose and Dimitri's life together tell me what you think! :)

chapter 1

RPOV

we walked towards the dining hal to meet Lissa and Christian. Dimitri cooked a lot but in the past year we've been here we mostly ate with Lissa, but today she apperently had some exciting news to tell me that couldn't wait.

"Rose," she exclaimed as we walked in and sat down, "oh my god, I'm so excited."

"What is it, Liss?" i question, impatient.

"well," she looked at Christian, "we found out earlier today that... i'm pregnant!"

I stared speechless. they had just gotten home from their honey moon about a week ago. their wedding had been great and made me slightly envious since Dimitri and I were so hisitant to be wed ourselves. now this hit me as another blow. something Lissa could have but i couldnt.

"That's great, Lissa, congratulations." Dimitri said happily but i could tell he had the same thoughts i did.

"I want you to be the godmother, Rose. you're going to be an aunt!"

"I can picture it now; our baby runing around screaming, 'Auntie Rose hit me!'" Christian laughed.

"I Auntie Rose is going to hit you." i retorted.

Lissa shot me a look obviously upset i didnt show as much excitement as she wanted.

"I'm so happy for you, Liss. i cant wait to see the little demon." she laughed at my joke and turned the topic to names and colors for the nursery.

I met Dimitri's gaze and saw exactlly how i felt. i had excepted that i wouldn't have a baby but it still hurt a lot. i wanted so much to have a family with Dimitri someday and I knew he wanted that to. It pained him that he could never have a child and i hated to see him pained. i simply shook my head and interlaced my fingers with his.

We went through dinner displaying as much entusiams was needed then Dimitri and I headed back to our apartment. when we got there Dimitri sat on the couch and pulled me down with him, "Roza, we should talk."

"WHat is it?"

"Well... ive been thinking and i would really like to have a family." he looked at me from under his eyelashes.

"i know, comrade, i do to. but its impossible."

"well we could adopt or... there's... other ways..." he stared down at the floor.

I was simply confused for a few moments the understanding kicked in, "artificial insemination?" i asked in disbelief.

"I... yeah, we could get Christian or Adrian." he sounded hopeful.

"Could you imagine if Christian and I had a kid? we would have to lock that child up... and i dont think it would be comfertable for Adrian."

"it was just a thought.." he said, dejected.

i leaned over and kissed him, "We will find a way."

A/N: so what do you think? :D i'm really excited for this story so tell me if you like it and if people do then i'll continue to write it