All That I'm Living For

Disclaimer: I don't own YGO, Evanescence, Beyblade, Code: Lyoko, Cadbury's, Teen Titans, X-Men or anything else I want to own. cries

NOTE: Song lyrics (sung by yami)

Yami's thoughts (and actions and speech in his POV)

Ordinary POV (normal POV) (including actions and speech)

Chapter 1 –

All that I'm living for,

I've stopped living…I'm in the afterlife, with my beloved.
All that I'm dying for,

He'll never know that, though…never
All that I can't ignore alone at night.
 I always feared nights…when my dreams travelled round to him.
I can feel the night beginning.

I always know when they're coming…when I can't stop thinking of him during the day
Separate me from the living.

I've stopped living…
Understanding me,

He understood me…not all the time…but he tried to understand me…
After all I've seen.

All I saw as Pharaoh…he understood.
Piecing every thought together,

He came to know the way I think…he'd have known me even when I didn't.
Find the words to make me better.

He'd know how to make me feel better.
If I only knew how to pull myself apart.
 If only I could be everything for him…
All that I'm living for,

I've stopped living…
All that I'm dying for,

He's what I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore alone at night.

I can't ignore my dreams at night…
All that I'm wanted for,

He wanted me back, he told me…
Although I wanted more.

We could never be together…
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.
 We can now…right?
I believe that dreams are sacred.

Dreams unlocking feelings I forgot…
Take my darkest fears and play them

He knew how to make me scared…
Like a lullaby,

…and then I'd go to him at night…he loved it.
Like a reason why,

It was our reason why
Like a play of my obsessions,

Our obsessions growing through each love-filled night together.
Make me understand the lesson,

He made me understand his lessons
So I'll find myself,

And made me smarter
So I won't be lost again.
 He helped me find my way at night.
All that I'm living for,

I'm not living, now…
All that I'm dying for,

Not even dying…
All that I can't ignore alone at night.

Barely dreaming…
All that I'm wanted for,

All he wants me for…
Although I wanted more.

Yet we both want more…
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.

Fears catching us both up…wish I could save him.
Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me,

Your present-day self never realised me at first…I was just another opponent…
To be the one.

He never realised our past love…neither did I, at first.
I could have run forever,

I could have turned and run when I remembered
But how for would I have come

But I can't leave my love for you behind.
Without mourning your love?

I love you too much to forget you, Seth.
All that I'm living for,

I'm not living…
All that I'm dying for,

And I'm done dying.
All that I can't ignore alone at night.

Barely dreaming…
All that I'm wanted for,

But deeply sleeping.
Although I wanted more.

We wanted more…Seth…
Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me.
 I'm not living but my fears still haunt me
Should it hurt to love you?

What if you don't remember?
Should I feel like I do?

What if you believe this is wrong?
Should I lock the last open door,

Should I want to see you in the afterlife? I have yet to complete my journey yet…
My ghosts are gaining on me.

My fears are here again.

Seto Kaiba looked up slightly as a familiar deep voice echoed through his mind with one last call before he stepped fully into the afterlife.

"I love you, Seth"

Me: I wonder if that scared Kaiba.

Ryou: Probably.

Bakura: Definitely! Mokuba's trying to coax him out from under his bed! HAHAHAHA!

Me: -.- Bakas…

Ryou: Hey!

Me: whatever. Yugi! Get here and beg for reviews! I promised Ryou I wouldn't make him beg…darn it!

Ryou: you promised, so I don't have to! grins

Me: sulks perks up YUGI!

Yugi: alright, alright! Evil….

Me: glares beg or I'll feed you to my snow-doggies!

Yugi: AHH! No! Not them! Ahh! Urr…please review? Please! puppy dog look

Me: bright eyes dog-look?! MWAHAHAHA! releases snow-doggies

Yugi: Ahh! cowers

Ryou: but he begged for reviews for you!

Me: watch…

Snow-doggies: race past Yugi and everyone else

Me: watches snow-doggies calmly and happily

Yugi: opens one eye jumps up unharmed YAY! I'm ALIVE!!!!!

Ryou: phew! Wait, then where are the snow-dogs going?

Me: hits Ryou over head with plushie Get it right! Its snow-DOGGIES! Not snow-DOGS! Honestly, Ryou…

Ryou: sweetdrops

Bakura: …So who ARE they attacking?

Me: …Tea, Mana and Yami.

Yami: …wait…AHH! runs off as is chased by snow-doggies

Me: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Bakura: films Yami, Mana and Tea being chased by snow-doggies

Ryou: laughs Tea deserves it…but Yami actually did what you wanted him to for once…why attack him with your snow-doggies?

Me: I was bored. And he was ignoring me and my little conversational thingie here at the end.

Ryou: …oooookay?

Bakura: Just buy it, it's the best you'll get from her.

Me: don't make me hug you again, Kura!

Bakura: backs off holds Ryou in front as human shield TAKE RYOU!

Ryou: sweetdrops just don't hug me…

Me: nahh, you're a Brit like me…I'll spare you this once…

Ryou: thanks! Umm…am I safe from your snow-doggies?

Me: don't push ya luck, Ry-Ry. But tell Yugi to be on his best behaviour before I run him up a tree with Tea.

Ryou: blinks err, sure!

Me: well, I gotta go, see yas! whistles

Snow-Doggies: run back to naioka1992

Me: rides off on sledge pulled by snow-doggies REVIEW!