Disclaimer: Naruto isn't mine, so don't sue.

Rating: R or NC-17

Warnings: This fic is yaoi and is rated for language and sexual content. If your going to puke after, it's your problem, not mine. And our favourite kitsune is going to be in heat for three days but nobody besides Gaara knows.

My story is slightly AU, Sasuke goes back because Naruto managed to get to him to go back after the fight at the Valley of something or another, it's too late for me to remember. x.x

A/N: If you don't like, then don't read. If you're homophobic, don't read. Don't flame because those will be used to boil my water for ramen (I got sick of toasting marshmallows). I was woken up in the middle of the night by my stupid, bitchy, horny muse.

'…' thoughts

"…" speech

-...- flashbacks or change of scene.

Hate

He hated her. He hated her with a passion. He wanted to kill her. How dare she keep on turning the love of his life down! But she did it because she loved him. He hated himself. Sakura was so lucky. So lucky to have Naruto after her. If Naruto was after him like that, he would have jumped him a long time ago. But no, he was the only one feeling like that. He was the only one after Naruto besides Hinata. Even Hinata had a better chance of getting Naruto then he did. But Hinata was too shy. That was the good thing. He was sure that his kitsune would have agreed to go out with Hinata. He had been hanging out with her and her cousin recently when they weren't on missions.

But he was so cold to Naruto. The main reason that he was always so cold to Naruto was because he doubted that Naruto would ever like him. But, if Naruto found out, he wouldn't forsake him if he didn't feel the same way. Naruto hadn't, even when he was hell-bent on getting Orochimaru's powers to get revenge. If Naruto found out about his sexual orientation, he would probably still be there for him, being there out of pity. He couldn't bear it if the only reason Naruto was around him was because he pitied him. He would kill himself before he resorted to that level.

'Mine,' Sasuke thought. 'ONLY mine!'

Sasuke bit his nails as he thought about Naruto. He needed a way to make Naruto lust after him and not Sakura. He looked at his nails. Biting his nails was a habit that he had gotten into a long time ago. He couldn't quit it. But, back on track – he needed a way to make Naruto his. He remembered all those times during practice that he had brushed his hands across Naruto's nipples and dick on purpose to feel him as he hit Naruto. Luckily, or unluckily, for him, Naruto, and the rest, didn't notice that. If Naruto had noticed that, he would have known about Sasuke's feelings for him. That could be good or bad, but Sasuke was betting on bad. He knew that Naruto had feelings for Sakura. But Sakura kept turning Naruto down because she liked him. He still remembered what Sakura had first said to Naruto when they had just formed Team 7 - when Naruto was in the guise of Sasuke.

-Flashback-

"I hate Naruto!" Sakura said. "He keeps getting in the way of my love."

-End of Flashback-

(A/N: I don't remember exactly what she said…this is basically what she said.)

He wanted to grab her and slap some sense into her. Did she realize how dense she was? Could she not see what was being offered to her?

He twitched as he thought about Sakura. 'Stupid whore,' he thought bitterly. He didn't see why Naruto liked her so much. She also talked too much. Then he started to think about other things. Like tomorrow. He didn't want to go tomorrow. It was his birthday tomorrow. His birthday was always such a hassle, but if he didn't go, Naruto might be able to persuade Sakura into going out with him. He wasn't about to let that happen - Sakura had been letting up a little.

Tomorrow was probably going to be the same as every birthday before that ever since he had stepped foot into the Ninja Academy. He got presents from a lot of secret admirers. Ever since he became part of Team 7, he had also received gifts from Kakashi-sensei and Sakura. He highly suspected that Sakura had been giving him gifts for a long time now as an anonymous person and only recently had gotten the nerves to give him a gift face to face because they were teammates now. But he didn't care about those gifts. They weren't half as important as to what he did want.

What he did want was a gift from one person. He was only interested in obtaining a present from one person. Probably the only person in all of Konoha that didn't even seem to notice that birthdays existed (he never even celebrated his own). That person was the one and only Uzumaki Naruto – the person of his obsession. And Sasuke didn't want just any kind of present from Naruto. No, he knew exactly what he wanted. He knew better though. He knew that was just wishful thinking. The only one that Naruto had ever vocally expressed his attraction toward was Sakura. Which brings him back to the whole 'hating Sakura' thing.

He knew that Naruto hated him. Well, maybe the blonde didn't really hate him any more. No, it was probably more of a strong dislike than actual hate.

Sasuke shook his head. Who was he kidding? 'It's the exact same thing.' He thought to himself. The exact same goddamn thing! He knew it. Naruto hated him and he didn't have a snowball's chance in hell of ever having the man of his dreams, except for when he dreamt, of course. His thoughts flashed back on yesterday night's dream. He could feel himself get hard again.

'Shit!' Sasuke thought. He rubbed the growing bulge in his pants uncomfortably. He then got up and moved towards the bathroom. Before he reached there, he heard a tapping noise by his window. Who the hell was bothering him this late at night? He glanced towards the clock. It was ten to midnight. He glanced at the window as the tapping sound grew louder and more frequent. Someone was throwing pebbles at his window. He walked towards it, lest it get broken. He drew back the curtains and threw open the window. Whoever the hell it was, had better have a good reason to be bothering him. What he saw made his heart skip a beat.

Perched out there on a tree branch, was Naruto with a bunch of pebbles of different sizes in his hand. Sasuke leaned out of his window a bit. "What are you doing here, dobe?"

"I came to tell you something," Naruto said, ignoring the dobe comment.

"What is it? Hurry up and say it, it's almost midnight and I'm trying to sleep," said Sasuke harshly. He tried his best to keep the lust out of his eyes and voice. But he was having a hard time doing it. The blood was rushing to his head. It hurt and it was making him dizzy. Upon seeing Naruto, Sasuke's heart began to pulse. He really wanted Naruto to leave so that he can go take care of himself. (A/N: Which head? ;)

"Um…can I come in?" Naruto asked hesitantly.

Sasuke moved away from the window to let Naruto in to his room. He couldn't believe it. His room! He seriously couldn't believe it –the object of his desire was in his room right now. If only he could muster up the courage to tell him how he really felt…then maybe…ah, no, he was thinking too far ahead into something that would never happen. Wishing was pointless. Wishing it wasn't going to get him to actually bed with Naruto, at least not in the sense that he wanted. He thought back to their last mission.

-Flashback-

They were alone in a room together. Just the two of them. Sakura had her own room and Kakashi-sensei had his. Their mission was to protect some rich old lady who received a threatening mail or something like that. Sasuke didn't care, all he could think about was the fact that he and Naruto was going to share a room together and that their was only one bed. They would have to share. Though Sasuke was happy, he didn't show it. He stayed up almost the whole night staring at Naruto and by Naruto's snoring. But he didn't care, he was very content. He had gotten quite an eyeful when he went to brush his teeth. He pretended not to notice and didn't stare in Naruto's direction, instead he stared into the mirror, turning his head a bit so that he could see Naruto better. Naruto had been working out, he was more muscular than the last time Sasuke had seen him. He fought hard to keep his emotions in control. He pictured Sakura with that kid, Rock Lee. He had to picture it almost the whole night.

-End of Flashback-

Right now, he was thankful that his pants were loose, otherwise, Naruto might have noticed where his thoughts had gone to. Sasuke suddenly spoke up.

"So what are you doing here?"

The blonde didn't reply, instead he stared at the clock. Sasuke turned around to see what was so interesting. When the clock struck midnight, a few seconds later, Naruto spoke.

"Sakura-chan asked me to do her a favour. Her parents wouldn't allow her out of the house this late at night so she asked me if I can bring you her present – part of it anyways," he said as he took out a box from his orange jacket. "She wanted to be the first to celebrate your birthday."

Sasuke slumped a little as he reached across and took the present from Naruto's hand. His hand brushed Naruto's. It tingled. He was so very thankful that his pants were loose. He put the present down on a desk.

"You're so lucky," Naruto muttered dejectly.

"Lucky?" Sasuke said in a low murmur. "How the hell can I be considered when the only person I want a present from, will never give me one?"

"You're pathetic, Uchiha!" Naruto said bitterly. "You're complaining that one person isn't giving you a present, big deal. At least people acknowledge you enough to spend their money on you. I get presents from two to three people and I don't even care. You get all these presents from your fan girls and you complain that one person didn't get you one. It's such a big deal! Grow up."

The words stung Sasuke. 'Is this how you think about me, love? That I'm pathetic?' A flicker of emotion passed through Sasuke's face but it was gone before Naruto could even catch a glimpse of it.

"So, who do you like?" Naruto suddenly asked.

"What?" asked Sasuke dumbfound.

"I said, 'who do you like?' Who is it that you're complaining that you don't a present from?"

"Do you really want to know?" asked Sasuke, trembling slightly at the thought.

"Sure," Naruto responded carelessly. "At least then I'll know why you keep turning down Sakura-chan."

Those words struck another nerve. 'It's always Sakura!' thought Sasuke bitterly. 'Sakura-chan this, Sakura-chan that! Why don't you think about me like that? I'll love you more then that bitch ever could!' Damn, he wanted to kill her so badly. Kill her and watch her scream in terror.

"Are you going to tell me or not?" Naruto asked impatiently.

Sasuke snapped out of his thoughts and shakily walked towards Naruto, who had moved towards the wall furthest away from the window, near his bed. Because of the wind, the window had already blown shut and the latch was firmly in place. With one hand, Sasuke pinned Naruto to a bedpost, with the other hand, he gently cupped the other's cheek.

"W…what are you doing?" asked Naruto, stammering slightly. He had never seen Sasuke act like this and felt frightened.

"The one I love…" said Sasuke in a low voice thick with lust. "…is you." With this, Sasuke's mouth latched onto Naruto's.

Naruto gasped in surprise. Sasuke took this chance and explore the cavern that was Naruto's mouth. He explored every bit of the other's mouth. Sasuke moaned, the taste of Naruto was intoxicating. He gently drew Naruto's tongue into his and sucked on it, milking it. The hand that was pinning Naruto down, moved down to Naruto's waist and drew him in closer.

Naruto was still too shocked to move, but Kyuubi wasn't. It was his time again. He was in heat again. Since he couldn't get out without hurting Naruto, letting Sasuke now, he shoved his host's mind further back into his head but not too far so that he doesn't change. Kyuubi let out a low growl.

It seemed to shock Sasuke out of his reverie. Sasuke immediately let go and stepped back. Apprehension clear in his eyes. For the second time in his life, he was afraid. He didn't want to be rejected by Naruto. He couldn't stand it if Naruto didn't feel the same but he knew Naruto didn't. Sasuke went and sat down on the right side of his bed feeling dejected. He couldn't even bring his eyes up to look at Naruto.

Naruto smirked and walked over. With his hands, he pinned Sasuke down onto the bed. He leaned down and nibbled at Sasuke's earlobe before breaking away to speak.

"Really, Sasuke? I didn't know you felt that way," Naruto said seductively as he leaned down and licked at his earlobe and started nipping it lightly again.

Sasuke was in shock at first but he didn't care. He didn't catch the flash of malice in Naruto's eyes as Naruto spoke. He gasped as Naruto licked at his earlobe and bite at it. He ached badly now. He put his arms around Naruto's waist and pulled Naruto down and grinded his hips slightly against Naruto, not caring if he was being too forward..

Kyuubi smirked against Sasuke's ear. He lowered his host's mouth and placed feather-light kisses down Sasuke's jawline and to his neck. There, he busied himself by licking, sucking, and nipping at the flesh.

Sasuke moaned blissfully. His heart pounded wildly in his chest and he pulsed even worse. Naruto's head came up and he kissed Sasuke on the lips. Naruto licked at Sasuke's lower lip. Sasuke eagerly opened his mouth. Naruto's tongue and Sasuke's battled furiously. Sasuke gave up eventually and Naruto began to explore Sasuke's mouth. Sasuke moaned into Naruto's mouth as Naruto gently bit on his tongue and then brought it into his own and began to ravish it. Sasuke loved the feeling. Naruto finally pulled away from lack of oxygen.

Even so, his hands had moved from Sasuke's shoulders. They slipped into Sasuke's shirt. They went smoothly over his stomach and each sought out their own hardened nipple. Naruto gently reached out a calloused thumb and stroke it. Sasuke arched up. The feeling was so good. With both hands, Naruto began to stroke, pull, and knead gently at Sasuke's nipples. Naruto lowered his mouth and began to nip at Sasuke's throat again. Sasuke moaned loudly at Naruto's ministrations and he tightened his grasp on Naruto's waist.

"This, has been a dream of mine…" began Sasuke as he had trouble breathing. "…for a very long time."

When Naruto heard the word 'time', his head snapped up and his hands stopped moving. Naruto glanced at the clock. It was half past midnight. Shit! Naruto still wanted to play around with Sasuke a bit more. Reluctantly, Naruto loosened himself from Sasuke's grasp and moved his fingers from underneath Sasuke's shirt.

Sasuke whimpered slightly. It felt so good, why did Naruto have to move away?

Naruto put his index finger against Sasuke's lip. "Hush," he said quietly. "I'll come back tomorrow night and give you your birthday 'present' but now, I need to go tell Sakura that I gave you her present. I don't want her to be mad at me."

'Fuck,' thought Sasuke as Naruto removed his finger and left through the window. 'Back to the Sakura thing again. If he liked Sakura that much, then what was that just now? Maybe, he has feelings towards me as well. But what if he was just playing with me? Then I'll make him like me!'

It was just then that Sasuke realized he was still hard. 'Shit!' Sasuke walked towards the bathroom to take care of himself. When he came back, he flopped down on his bed, drew the covers up and fell asleep. It was a blissful sleep about Naruto.