I looked over at the person of whom i had loved for what seemed like forever.I gazed at him as he hugged another, love showing clearly on both their faces. I felt happy, after all are you not supposed to feel happy when the one you love finds love of their own... right?

Only I couldn't help feel saddened at the same time, saddened that I wasn't the one who made him feel that way, the one he looked at with those loving eyes.

You'd think he'd have gotten the message by now, the signs were all there.

When I first woke up after our world was destroyed by the giant hole you were the first i went looking for. I didn't want to fight you. I really didn't, but the pain I felt when I saw you had replaced me with those other two, It very well broke my heart.

I fought you so I could have you back, get you away from it all and then, maybe, you me and Kairi could be together again, like old times. Only this time you would know how I felt.

I went to you every chance I could, just to see you. I hated you and yet I couldn't help but love you.

When I was locked in Kingdom hearts with the king I told you to look after 'Her', Meaning Kairi, I wanted you to be happy because I knew I wouldn't be there for you, I could no longer be there.

When The King and I went our seperate ways I escaped from Kingdom hearts and ran into another you, I knew that he would be the key to bringing you back, and so I fought him. Only to lose.

So, for you Sora, I turned to the darkness and Became darkness, But i still had my heart.

I Turned to the darkness knowing that I would most likely never become the old Riku you all knew. So I went and fought and won, I Got your Nobody and already had your heart, with my help you were hole again, Why can't you see that I love you?

I Helped you through your journey, knowing this time you only wanted to find the king so you could find me.

I Was ashamed when you found me, still in that horrid form of Ansem, or Xahanort his apprentice.

But then the real Ansem he changed me back, even though his plan failed and he died, I was normal again.

I remember the look of Happiness on your face when you saw me. I Remember the look of Happiness in my heart.We battled side by side, and we won, now we are together again but not the way I wanted. You being with Kairi, but believe I am Happy for you because I love you, I just wish you knew.

I love you sora.