A/N: This is an idea that ocurred to me... Hope you guys like it! (This is just the prologue...that's why it's short)
Chapter 1
Mind set (Prologue)
Glass. That damned window.
Impotence. That damned feeling of knowing you can't do anything about it.
The person? Belarus.
The reason? Heartbreak.
The outcome? Inevitably painful.
She stood there, watching silently from her room's window, hand coldly settled upon it's edge. Her hair trailed off with the wind, swiftly turning with each gust of wind, hiding her face at times. Her bow on the verge of flying off of her head and out into the snowy display in front of her.
She stared at the painful scene below her. Her beloved brother, Russia, walking in an unknown direction, holding hands with a shadowy figure she couldn't decipher. For the past years, she had seen this every night. The pain always the same. But she always watched anyway. Her attempts were never successful. Her love was never returned. Along the years her drive had died. She no longer even tried to get Russia's attention. She just resulted to suffering silently in her empty room. She knew it always ended the same way: with a broken heart and another painful memory.
She often thought that it would be less painful to just be dead. Sadly, that wish was hard to realize as well. She was a country after all. She could harm herself and attempt suicide all the times she desired; but as long as one citizen lived in her country, she was pretty much immortal. Her injuries would recover almost immediately, leaving no trace behind. Who knew eternal life could be such a hell.
"Wait... As long as one citizen lives...? What if I were to- no... Stop it Belarus, my citizens do not deserve to suffer because of my personal problems..." she shook her head a bit.
That same idea banged her brain every single night. She tried to push it away to no avail. Slowly she felt it getting stronger and stronger after each night. But up to now, she had been successful in pushing it away...at least until the next day.
Belarus wiped a semi-frozen tear from her delicate face and stared at the now empty snowy grounds below.
Suddenly a noise grabbed her attention. She turned to see and what she saw was the last blow that ate away the little sanity she had left.
Her brother...with his lover! His lover now visible! She could see the person clearly! And of all people...it was a belorussian lover! A common person! How dare her brother love a citizen of hers! Why? How?
The blow was like having her heart ripped out and her brain being shut down. That was it. Enough. They will all pay. And in the end she would find peace. For the death of her citizens meant her own death. And death to her now meant her long-awaited rest and peace.
Tomorrow night she shall dine with the gods...
A/N: Uh-oh... Belarus finally snapped! O_O Things are going to get very ugly, huh? This was just a small prologue... Tell me what you guys think! Should I continue it? :3
