Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any of it's character. plot is mine.
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UGHHHHH!! So bloody early in the morning? I walk over the door and took the parchment from the leg of the owl. "Ginny, 6 o'clock in the morning?" I whispered to myself.
I walked back to my bed and read the letter there.
'Dear Hermione,
Hope I didn't bother your sleep. You know you have to get out of the house. Go find a man to shag or something. Anyways, Harry wants me to remind you to come over the borrow two weeks from now to celebrate Lily's birthday. Everybody will be there if they can, but were mostly hoping that you come too. It means so much to us since we didn't see you for such a long time. How is it there in America? We haven't sent you any letters for a while, but now we're sorry. It's been so busy here. We hope you can make it to Lily's party.
Love, Ginny '
I folded the letter and set it on the bed just staring at it. Hmm… Should I go back? Haven't been there for three years now, I think I should go, for Lily's sake. I walked over the closet choosing of what to wear for the day. All of a sudden, my mind goes back to the reason why I left home. I ignored everything that happened that day, especially the letter.
I love you so much it hurts inside me
I wish I could tell you what I keep inside
But I have to just keep that a secret
The things I hold inside my heart
Might cause you more pain to you, than any other person who cares for me too
I need to leave, I need to go
But my feelings for you, just can't let go
Ignoring it, and being with you is like a dream come true
But I can't ignore it, it's holding me tight
I can't let go with all my might
Kiss me one last time, before I disappear into the air
The pain is controlling me, I might as well die
Good-bye my love, good-bye to everything
For you are the one who tried to save me with your love but did not succeed
The pain, my secret, your kiss, your touch
You're my everything, don't ever forget
Good-bye my love
Everything happened because of him. I can't believe it's only been three years since I last saw him. I keep rereading his good-bye letter from the second he left me. If he was still here, he'd say that it was a poem instead of a letter. He always wrote poems to me instead of a letter. I didn't understand why he wrote to me in poems before, but now I know why. He use to say to me that life wouldn't last long so you have to always cherish it while you still can. He cherished everything through a poem and gave it to me. I'll keep this one close to my heart the most.
Let me explain more about this letter and the one I loved the most. He confessed his love to me one day and I fell for him back. On a day I thought would be like any other day, I found his letter in our bedroom table. I cried so much that I thought I could just die there. He left me, with a broken heart that won't be healed again. He finally made his choice to leave me and become one of them. He is a Dearth Eater now. He is gone from my life now. He is Draco Malfoy. And I am Hermione Granger telling you how this fairy tale story turned into a nightmare that will stay close to me.