I'm looking for a jasperXbella story. It starts out at Bella's party. When she cuts herself jasper try's to protect her from Edward but no one else notices that. Edward bites Bella but doesn't leave enough venom to change her. So jasper injects more venom in her to help her fully change. After that jasper takes Bella to a cabin so she can be trained as a newborn. While at the cabin Bella and jasper start to fall in love. Jasper while still married to Alice loves her like a sister not his wife. I remember after some drama that Victoria meets Maria and starts a war to get revenge but Maria kills Victoria. Jasper is called major a lot in this story. Also at the end Bella ends up losing her voice for a while and jasper goes crazy because she was hurt during the battle and he couldn't protect her. Also remember Bella have a shield in this story. If someone could help me find this i would be very grateful