Lost Memories
A/N- I was thinking on how I could have the series for Kagome's pov and that is where this came from, but not all of it will just be from her pov...but that is later in the story.
InuYasha is the property of Rumiko Takahashi and how dare you think otherwise?
Anyway, I hope you guys like this!
Prologue: Ranting
Thursday, 18th January
Today was better than yesterday…I can tell you that much, it was a real pain though when the teacher had me stay after class just to rag on me about my stupid math quiz. Even though I wished that I could just one-up him, I played it like I usually did, I apologized and said I'd do better.
Fat chance of that!
The sad thing is…I used to really be good at math but that was when dad was still around. It's sad you know, I miss him but at the same time, I'm glad he's gone.
I mean what kind of father just leaves their children?
But to tell the truth I really don't know if he just left us or even if he's still alive…mom never talks about him. I wonder why?
Mom is really putting up with a lot taking care of me, Souta and Gramp's. I don't think I could ever handle that, it's hard enough as it is but…I just don't know.
I do know that I do want to have children someday, but right now…I have no idea how I would handle it…and that reminds me…
Mom keeps asking me when I'm going to make her a grandmother, I mean come on, I'm what? Almost 15… and she already wants grandchildren…and to make things worse, she's already started to compare me and Houjo!
Yep! She keeps telling me what beautiful children that we could have…it makes me just want to scream until I go hoarse.
I mean, don't get wrong or anything, but Houjo? Why him of all people?
It's true I don't have many friends, that's why I've decided not to have a birthday party this year. My mom asked me why the other day and I told her I didn't feel like it, but the truth is…I don't want to know how unpopular I am.
After all, if I did have a party, only Yumi, Yuka, Eri and Houjo would show up…I just don't want to go through with that again, so I'm just going to celebrate with my family and that's it.
Heh, looks like its three minutes until happy fifteenth for me. Anyway…I know all this seems like I'm just ranting on and on, but hey…I have a right to complain, it's my life!
No matter how I look at it…I'm probably going to be single for the rest of my life. I mean, I've never been kissed by, hugged by, let alone liked by a guy…well any guy but Houjo. He's like a stalker, he's always worried and it's sweet to know he cares, but he is not my type!
Sometimes I dream about what it would be like to have a boyfriend, what he'd look like and what he'd be like, typical girlish dreams…
Well, look here, it's one minute past.
Happy Birthday me…
I should probably bring this entry to a close soon, I have school today…damn it!
I just wish I could sit around the house all day or at least get sick, but no, I'm going to have to be subjected to another day of torture.
Oh…I almost forgot, I have to make a wish…
I wish that year could be better than all the others, I wish that I can meet new people, I wish that my life wouldn't be so dull, I wish…for…love…
A lot to wish for huh?
I hope at least one of them comes true but chances are, none of them will.
Anyway, its about time that I hit the sack, I'll be back again later…
XoXo, Kagome Higurashi
End of Entry-
A/N- I don't know if the whole dairy thing has been done yet but that's what I was going with, I just hope I get the next chapt up soon.
Till then...
Ja Ne!