Hey this is a new story and just a warning it is a tearjerker. Anyway enjoy the story!

DISCLAIMER. I don't own PJO. Sadly.

Annabeth POV.

Its okay, we're together now. I am not going to let go. Its good to see you too. Consider me warned. I don't get it. I promise. I will keep you safe. Stay close. I will never leave you. I am right here with you. There will never be another girl. Shhh… its okay I have you. Your beautiful. I will never forget you. I'm sorry. I have to, to save you. Will you….go out with me? Do I get a kiss….its kind of a tradition right? Did you think that I would die that easily? There's no other way. Stay safe. Move on. You're amazing. I will come back I promise. I promise. I promise I promise I promise I promise I promise. I love you. wise girl.

The loud ring of my alarm clock shook me out of my thoughts. I shuddered sitting straight up. I dreaded this day all year. Officially today it has been

1095 days 36 months 26297.43 hours 156.5325 weeks and 9.46708e7 seconds (A/N that's three years in other terms) since the day I lost him.

Since the day my world fell apart. I stood up slowly looking around the empty Athena cabin. It was about mid -day. I felt drowsy and sick. I kicked my way through the piles of empty tissue boxes as my body went on autopilot dragging me away. I walked into the bathroom and stared at the mirror. My face was frozen stiff from the waves of tears, I had bags under my eyes from the lack of sleep, my golden curls were tangled and greasy, my skin was pale and dirty, I was wearing the same torn jeans and camp shirt I had been when he gave me one last hug. The same outfit I had worn for three years straight. The chance that he was alive was impossibly slim. Nothing made sense anymore. Nothing had a reason or way. Every little movement was an effort. I was afraid to sleep because of the nightmares that might come, so I lay awake every night. But the memories still come. In flashbacks. His words soothing to me feeling so real, feeling so there, that when I snap out of it, its like I lost him all over again. The memories I envy. The memories that haunt me. My Mind whirls replaying the day my life lost meaning pulling me in and out of reality.

I leaned against Percy heavily as we hobbled up the semi-steep hill that leads to the doors of death. I could see the light of day glowing warmly, the coolness of the Tartuarus slowly got warmer as we approached. I could smell the clean air, taste the salty sea breeze. Everything slowed down I shielded my eyes from the blinding light erupting from the blue sky. No more cold, no more dark, no more monsters. We reached the top of the hill just as Nico and the rest came running over from the Argo 11. Tears began spilling down my dirt – powdered face aimlessly leaving small clear trails. I let out a small hysterical laugh only a mental person could pull off. But you know what? Maybe I am a little mental. I pulled Percy into a huge passionate kiss. His warm arms wrapped firmly around my waste as I ran my fingers through his messy black hair. His lips tasted of salt water. I smiled against the kiss smelling the salty breeze smell that he always had. He drew careful circles at the base of my spine sending shivers up my arms. Finally we broke the kiss and intertwined our hands. I turned to face the rest of the seven and soon I was embraced in a tight hug by Hazel and Piper. We cried and laughed smiled and sobbed. We were all just holding each other and crying through smiles when a huge roar echoed from the hell- hole. Percy turned away from his conversation with Frank and Leo to look at the Pitt. I shivered thinking of what horrible thing let out that noise. An uneasy silence fell across everyone. Hazel and Piper looked down not making eye contact, Leo began to build a paper airplane, Jason was staring straight ahead, and frank was suddenly interested in his hands. I was confused why was everyone acting wired. I turned to Percy. He had his back turned to me and seemed to be arguing with Nico.
" Percy? What's going on?" I asked he turned there were tears in his eyes. Did they all know something I didn't?

Percy walked towards me

" Annabeth, I'm so sorry. Please move on forget but always know I love you forever and there is no one who could ever replace you. And know that what I am about to do there is no other way and it's the only way I can make sure you are safe." He gave me a small kiss on the lips. I did not like this at all my heart began to beat faster and faster. Two strong arms grabbed me holding me in place. I realized then what Percy was doing. I began screaming hysterically kicking and punching blindly. My vision began to tunnel, my ears began to ring everything seemed far away.

" PERCY NO YOU CAN'T PLEASE" but my pleas were lost in the silence. Percy turned looking into my eyes those beautiful sea green eyes stared at me with sadness. He had no choice. But couldn't someone other then him be the hero for once. Step up and go. Haven't I been through enough?

" I love you wise girl, I promise I will see you again," he croaked trying to hold back tears.

"Don't break that promise. Okay? I love you," I barely whispered feeling the tears fall down my face freely. Nico and Percy began to push the doors of death shut. I went crazy again thrashing and kicking because it wasn't fair. I broke free of Frank's grip and ran toward the heavy stone doors but it was too late. The Doors of death closed with a heavy Thud locking Percy in the Tarturs forever. I banged my fists madly against the stone until they were bloody.

" Please…keep your promise," I whispered to no one. Then I broke into tears slumping against the wall my shoulders shook with silent sobs.

" Annabeth we have to go" Piper said softly.

" You can go I'm staying right here" I said through shuddering breaths.

" No, Annabeth we need you. Percy-" she paused at his name.

" He wants you to move on… Don't let his sacrifice go to waste that was only the beginning we still have to win the war." She poured all her charms speak into the words. I didn't need charmspeach to get up and leave but still I didn't want to get up and leave. I wanted to stay here where I would wait for Percy to come back out.

" How can we win the war without him?" I asked staring at the wall. They all seemed taken aback by my comment but it was true. I let more tears fall.

" We will win…we will win the war for him" Piper soothed. I cried for a little bit more sobbing into the silence but I knew I couldn't stay here. I took one last glance at the deadly doors before standing and walking straight to the Argo 11 without looking back. Not once.

I tried I really did.

I tried to forget everything and start from scratch. I tried to forget those perfect sea green eyes that crooked smile, his strong arms holding me when I was too scared. I tried to forget his laugh. But I couldn't. Everything reminded me of him. I tried to for get I really did,

But how can I forget the other half of me?

WARNING

There will be more. And I promise there will be Percabeth and Percy.

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sorry its short

- Percabeth1300