I am completely devoted to you, I shouldn't be, something in the back of my head tells me it's dangerous but I can't pull away. Is it all in my mind? Sometimes I'm not sure anymore; I'm so confused...I can't remember, I can't focus anymore, my grades are falling; maybe it's due to the fact that I don't pay attention that I don't remember what I've done. You say it will get better soon; I trust you.
My mother used to say I was an angel. I'm no angel anymore. I am a monster and it's because of you! Pride is what keeps me from throwing you away! I hate you I hate you!
This has gone too far! I need help, someone to understand...someone who won't see me as a monster for what you made me do! But you say I shouldn't tell...that it will be okay... If I die will it stop? It's too much damage, to much pain. I caused it, it was me! I can't tell...what if I disappear? Would that fix it?
You tell me it's okay, that I shouldn't pay much attention, that they deserve it. You say I'm different, better than them even. I'm pure you say. They should disappear, not me. The world would be better. That's not what my dad says though...I'm so lost, so alone. You're all I have.
I can't do this anymore! I feel like I'm going mad! Like I'm trapped in my head while you play puppet with my body! You said you were my friend; was it a lie? I just don't want to hear you anymore.
I need attention; you're the only one who will give it to me so I've come back; you take the time to hear me out...maybe you're not so bad, maybe I was wrong. I'm sorry.
You've invited me to be with you forever. I want to. I trust you.