Soo… another one shot from me, in terms of Bite Club… anyone who is reading, enjoy!

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**bite club spoilers**

Amelie's POV:

I could destroy Morganville.

For almost two centuries, I have run this experiment of a town, and experienced every emotion possible. I have found true love, then lost it at the last hurdle; I have experienced confusion in terms of the young girl Claire Danvers and her friends; I have had the chance to (although it isn't particularly pleasant) feel anger and disbelief… this town has brought me every single emotion.

It has also brought me fear, depression, denial and the unfortunate circumstance that I had the chance to love someone but then have them ripped away from me when it was almost in my reach, tangible on my tongue.

I could do as Oliver wants; I could pull the plug on the experiment, the town which is no longer necessary since my race has been saved, and have the chance to live my life again, no longer having to be this perfect, ice cold, woman… I could return to being passionate and having no cares other than for myself and my one friend – Myrnin. We could travel this new world, Myrnin finding all the new scientific advances whilst I simply enjoy life – we could be happy.

It is simply due to respect for deeds certain residents of this town have done for me – most noticeably Claire Danvers – that I keep it going. Whilst I may enjoy being the ruler of my own portion of the earth, the workload, the continual willing that everything will work out, is tiring me.

So why don't I simply end it? Why don't I move on and allow everyone to do the same; the humans don't want to be here anymore than the vampires and the vampires wish to be able to roam free, no rules binding them to what they can or cannot do. they don't want this solace I created – most of them, at least – and want to be able to do as they wish…

I repeat to myself: why don't I destroy it?

Samuel.

He remains here – if I cancelled Morganville, he would have died for nothing. He died simply so that Morganville would not be destroyed by my father; he died so that I could keep the town so very precious to me… what thanks would it be if, mere months later, I upped and left it, leaving his never decaying corpse here around a derelict and crumbling town? I have no right to do that: he never should have given his life but he did, and now he has I cannot leave him.

Yet some days, I just want to throw away every memory of him and embrace the idea of leaving him here, without him to follow me around. Then remarkable guilt hits me as the knowledge that doing that would destroy my heart further enters my brain.

I may pretend to myself that it is Claire and the others who are keeping me from destroying Morganville, but it isn't… it is the realisation that to make would simply destroy me further: the knowledge that I remain because of Samuel Glass, the love of my life.

That is all.

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Vicky xx