A/N: Don't own anything. A sneaky peak. If you Like it, then please review! Full on GrayxJuvia (though I don't really like that pairing) One sided GraLu then NaLu. It's totally OOC. I should place it in the alternate universe they visited that time. Then it would make more sense. But yeah… Based on true story, kinda.
I had known him first. I was his best friend. Not her. I fell in love with him first….
I watched them from the corner of the guild where I was sitting. Her hand in his… I could remember the day she came. Her eyes shone with admiration for him. And he blushed whenever their eyes met. The same way when we'd first met. I didn't know what to do. I could only sit back and watch as they grew closer and I was slowly pushed out of the picture.
He leans down to kiss her lovingly on the cheek. My heart is torn out of my chest and shattered into a million pieces. Again. Every time I see them, my heart breaks. I'm starting to think I should put some glue in my bag. Just in case. Ha ha. I'm giving up on fixing my heart. It just ends up in the same condition as before. Torn, tattered and unwanted.
Juvia is a lovely person. She really is. She's kind, caring and beautiful. Who wouldn't love her? I think maybe we could even be good friends! Maybe… If she weren't the one who stole one of my best friends away from me. She didn't mean to steal him away. I'm sure… Maybe if I'd just confessed, I would be the one over there right now.
I tear my eyes away from the heart-wrenching scene. And look back at NatSu who had been rambling about the green fire he had once eaten and how it'd tasted like chicken. He stopped abruptly and frowned. "Lucy, if you're not going to listen to me, at least pretend! It really hurts me." NatSu cried before gulping down a glass of flame.
I smiled and patted his rosy hair down, "Alright then." NatSu grinned and continued on with his story. But stealing glances to see if I was really listening. He was so sweet. He knew how I felt about Gray. And the pain I go through whenever I see them together. He may think I have not realized it, but, whenever they enter together, he'd start rambling loudly about nonsense.
I look back at the couple, and I tell myself to 'Just give up.' But no matter how hard I try, I can't. Maybe because there's still that small part of me that's whispering to me 'Maybe he actually loves YOU.'
A/N: Thoughts? Sorry I have to end it here. It's 2 in the morning and I have school tomorrow! OH NOOOOOOOO