Author's Note:- So my first fan fiction. And it's a RIVAMIKA. Never thought I'll be writing one,yet here I am. So enjoy. Happens when the 104th trainee are celebrating their graduation.

Disclaimer:- I don't own Attack on Titan.

MIKASA:

Finally. At last it's over. 3 years of training and now we're supposed to make a choice out of the 3 regiments. Although I'm eligible for all the three. After all I am the top cadet. But I know that I'll be joining the survey corps. It's not like I care which regiment I join. But I have to protect Eren,and he's joining the scouts and I'll follow him there. My only concern is Armin. He's a good friend but he's not the strongest of the cadets. And honestly I don't think he's build for the Survey Corps. But since he's not in the top ten, he can't join the Military police,he should join the Garrison regiment. But I know he'll join the scouts. He really want to see the outside world and that big pile of salty water called 'Sea'. Even I want to see it. I wanna see what's the big deal about it if Armin and Eren can risk their lives for it. Speaking of 'where are they' ?

"Hey Sasha,Do you know where Eren and Armin are?"

I asked the girl sitting next to me,munching on a potato.

"I don't know where Eren is,but Armin is over there"

She said while pointing with her head in the direction where Armin was sitting with …. Christa …. holding her hand. Wow,I smiled inwardly. I never thought he'll have the courage to confess his feelings to her. Mostly because he was afraid that Ymir would kill her. And even I was surprised that he's still alive. But I soon got the answer to the question. Cause Ymir was sitting …. on Berthold's …. lap kissing him. To say that I was surprised was an understatement. I never took Ymir to be the who had interest in boys. I turned towards Sasha to ask if she knew what's going on.

" Hey Sasha ...".

The seat next to me was empty. WHAT. Now where did she go. Ah there she is …. hugging Conny. What is going on. I looked around me and found out that everyone was with someone. And now I noticed that only I was sitting alone. Maybe everyone is sad about leaving their friends behind and finally had the courage to confess their feelings. I saw Jean with Marco,Reiner with a cadet a didn't recognize. Yep everyone was with someone.

Maybe I should confess my feelings to Eren. Just the thought of it made my cheeks burn up. I was sure I was blushing but everyone around me was either too drunk or too busy to notice. I stood up looking for Eren and soon found the said boy. I made my way towards him. But I stopped in tracks. He was looking in my direction and had a rose in his hands. I looked at the rose and then at his face. He was blushing deep red. And was looking at me. 'shit shit shit'. I thought about getting out of the bar. All the courage I had build, went right out the window.

It's ironic that I won't be afraid to face a titan. But I can't face this boy who I had lived with for like 6 years. And now he walking towards me. 'shit shit' I wanted to run away. But my feet were struck. He came closer,closer. He got on his knees. And said

"I love you. I've always loved you ... Annie".

I could feel tears forming at the corner of my eyes. But I wasn't going to let them fall. I watched as Annie said

"I love you too,stupid".

At that moment I wanted to punch her lights out. Maybe I will and then I can use the excuse that she called Eren, 'stupid'. And I would have done it,if Eren wasn't kissing her right now. I was suddenly surrounded by a dreading cold. Even Eren's scarf didn't seem to warm me up. The offending piece of cloth was burning against my skin. I wanted to throw up. I was sick in the stomach. This place was too suffocating to breathe in. I started moving towards the back door. Cause the front door was near Eren and Annie and I knew if I went towards it then I'll start crying. I made my way by pushing people away. Getting complaints and curses in return. I got to the door and pulled it with more force than necessary.

And I started running. I blindly ran in the alley way. The tears threatening to come out any minute. I turned around a corner. And I collided into something, into someone. The guy was shorter than me,but he was stronger. He didn't even moved an inch when I ran straight into him. But my sense were on his warmth. He was like a warm bottle. It reminded me of the warmth that Eren's scarf gave me that cold night,only his warmth was increased ten fold. It took away the dreading cold around me. But that feeling was short lived cause now I was falling towards the ground. Great. Now even this stranger will think I'm an idiot. But due to my quick reflexes I was able to turn mid air and landed in a crouched position. The guy was annoyed. I heard him let out a huff of annoyance. He turned towards me. But I couldn't see his facial features because of the darkness. But I can tell he was angry,his gaze was boring hole in my skull. And then he spoke. A monotonic voice. So emotion less that it send shivers down my spine. It was like talking to a corpse. But then my mind finally registered what he had said. And my surprised emotion was now turned into anger. He said " Tsk,Watch where the fuck you're going,idiotic brat".

Author's Note:- So what do you think. I hope Mikasa wasn't too OOC. Well review and tell me what you think about this chapter. And please remember that it was my first fan fiction. I hope you'll let a few mistakes slide. The more you review the quicker my next update will be.