1. Chapter
Thanks Nate, for the venom.
Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,
and on,
and on
But ... Nate thought, That's... Blair.
He looked over at the very drunk Blair Waldorf. But, Blair never got drunk, she of all people knew how to handle her self – What had Chuck done this time?
"Blair...?" He carefully asked and walked at her, she looked up at him. "Is.. Is that you?" What a silly question, he thought to him self, of course that was her. That was indeed Blair Waldorf. Her chocolate brown curls, her doe eyes and her red lips that smiled at him a very confused smile.
"Ye-hes I'm Blair!" she said and her voice went up high, in the end when she said her name, obviously almost too drunk to even talk "and you are?"
"I'm Nate Blair.." He said slowly "Its me – are you OK??"
"Yeah, Jake, I'm perfectly okay indeed" she answered almost too happily "I'm fine… Just great"
"Ah-ha" He didn't seem convinced "look, Blair let me get you home..."
"Oh you would really love that wouldn't you Jack?" She laughed and stumbled trough was the bar where she ordered another martini "- But we just met"
HE sighed quietly, he knew he had to bring her home "Blair, what did Chuck do?"
She winced at the sound of his name, clearly it was forcing memories into her head "Chuck.." she whispered "Who is Chuck... again?"
"Okay, that's enought Blair" he sighed "let me get you home -"
But Blair was still thinking about Chuck, too drunk to understand fully what Nate was saying.
I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,
and on,
and on,
and on,
This is wrong, Nate thought.
"Blair –" He tried
"Jaaaaack" she answered and kissed him again.
"I-It was Jake - Never mind" he said and couldn't resist but kiss her back.
'What are you doing?' a voice whispered inside off his head. 'you cant do this Nathaniel'
Yes, he thought stubbornly, I can...
'She doesn't even know who you are' the voice said
- But ... Nate thought desperately trying to find the right words, but... I... she… I mean she's..
'Yes? - what is she?' the voice whispered slowly 'who is she Nate?'
She... She's Blair.
Suddenly the voice disappeared, and he couldn't stop anymore. She quickly removed his shirt.
"Blair…" he muttered, now out off passion.
She didn't say a thing, just dragged her flaming red dress over her head.
Love is the red the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor,
the floor,
the floor,
Blair woke up, having the hardest headache she had ever had in her entire life. "Ow." She muttered but only then she saw the huge arm that held her tightly.
She turned her head over to the other side and gasped when she saw Nate, lying beside her. Just like her self, he was naked.
"Oh god" she muttered and slapped his hand away "Get up!"
Nate opened his eyes and sat up, "Blair...?" he asked, looking at the girl who quickly rose from the bed dragging the sheets with her and rapping them around her body "I'm going to shower, you get out in the meantime" she said with a angry voice.
"Good morning to you too" "GOOD MORNING?" she asked "good? Do you think this is good? Not only do I have like the biggest hangover ever, but I also had sex with you at some random party after Chuck screwed me over again and pushed me away and left to ... god-knows-where with god-knows-who!"
He just stared at her for a moment, not knowing how he should react, so she continued "So I'm sorry, if I don't think this is the best thing that has ever happened to me"
"Look..." Nate began "-I .. I didn't plan for this to happen" That was a little lie, sure he hadn't planned it, but… he hadn't stopped it either. "Do you really don't remember anything?" "No" she shouted "Why? Do you?!"
"ohm" He mumbled "not really I mean-
"NATHANIEL TELL ME WHAT YOU KNOW?"
"You were just drunk... and you know, I was really just trying to get you home; safe. But... I guess I was pretty drunk too so –
"Did you know who I was ?"
"Yeah.."
"And did I know who you were"?
"No, not really.."
"Are you saying you took advantage off me?" She shouted
"No! Blair, it wasn't like that" He pleaded.
She glared at him "get out Archibald"
"Look Blair maybe we should talk –
"Why?" She snapped "what to we have to talk about!"
"About us…"
"THERE IS NO 'US' Nate, so just get out" She hissed "UGH! Well then, just get yourself out of here before I come out off the shower" she said when he didn't move
"Blair…-" he whispered her name but she walked away and slammed the door shut.
You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe
Song: Thank You For The Venom
Artist: My Chemical Romance
So, thanks for reading the first chapter off my first Gossip Girl fan fiction; 'Death Is Easy, Life Is Harder' It's mostly about Chair – even though as you can see there also be some Nair (and other parings)
Hope you liked it ^^ I'm going to try to have my chapters a little longer… I would love if you could review, and tell me what I can do to make my writings better (:
Love. Rainbow Dust.