Deep Scars
I do not own the characters of this story. I only own the story, not the characters. They belong to Rebecca Sugar.
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I do not have the illness discussed I this story nor do i know anybody with this illness.
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Lapis Lazuli P.O.V.
I was asleep but, then i wasn't. My annoying alarm clock had gone off. I didn't want to get up. It was was my first day of school since we moved here. I wasn't scared or anything, but it was boring. It was the same old story in every same old school. I would arrive, hang around for a few weeks, a few months if I was lucky. Then, it's of to another school. It's the same old routine since my tenth birthday. I still regret that day I left my house. I don't know why I did? I mean i know the reason, but I don't know why I thought my reasons were good enough to leave my house at night. I was young.
I got up and my dog, Jane also got up. I quickly made my bed and then went to my closet. I got a blue shirt and my l cyan blue sweater and blue jeans. After that I put on my white sneakers. I quickly combed my hair and went downstairs to the kitchen. I opened the cabinet and took out some pills. Then I took a cup and filled it half with water. I took out one pill and put it I my mouth. Then I drink the water and swallowed the pill.
After that I put my pills away and looked down to see a Jane. She's been with me since I was a little girl. We practically grew up together. I consider her my sister. Even though she's a dog. She's a husky. Her eyes are a clear blue. Her hair is grey and the hair in her stomach is white. My parents didn't really agree to have Jane at first but they didn't have a choice.
I looked at her and she looked at me. I then took her bowl and filled it with her dog food. I put it down and she started eating. I also took her water bowl and filled it with cold water. She likes cold water. In winter I have her warm water but she always prefers it cold.
I then went upstairs and to the bathroom. I washed my teeth and my face and then went to my bedroom. I took my backpack and put it on my bed. I opened it to make sure I had everything I needed. As soon as I did I closed it and swung it over my shoulder. I closed my bedroom and then went downstairs. I went up to the door and opened it. Jane then went behind me and barked softly. I looked at her and have grey a nervous smile.
"Wish me luck Jane." I said as I then left and locked the door.
My first day of school. I wonder if it would be any different? I don't think it will but the only thing that could happen is I could keep a secret longer or shorter. It all depends. It depends on me mostly but also on other people. It depends if they stay away because of they get close to me I trust them, if I trust them I tell them my secret, and if I tell them my secret it can only go one of two ways. And the only way it has ever gone is the one I never wanted to go down by.
It all started with my first school. When I was 10. After the incident I kept it as a big secret. I had a few friends. Friends I really trusted. Friends I knew were going to be with me for ther rest of my life. However, I trusted to much. It was all a big mistake. I had fallen into a black hole, and there was no use of trying escaping it. I couldn't stop the inevitable. Cause' those trustworthy friends is what showed everywhere else about me. And once something was up, you couldn't eliminate it. Even if you could, people know about it. And you can't erase someone's mind.
Anyway, I was making my way to school. I was wearing my sweater and my hood was on. I always carried my hood on. When I wad a teenager I dyed my hair blue. I liked it, my parents didn't. They grounded me. If i remember correctly I don't think I asked for their permission. I knew the consequences. However what I didn't count on was people noticing it. So i started wearing a hood to cover my hair. I didn't like people asking about my hair or asking why I wear a hood either. When they do, it gets awkward and I sort of can't talk. All the words just get stuck in my throat. Everyone always misunderstands that. They either say I can't talk or they take it as an insult.
I was about to cross the road. I looked both sides. When i was sure no one was coming I was about to cross when all of a sudden I heard a loud noise and turned right. I saw white lights. I widened my eyes and braced for impact.
Hi. This is my first story on fan fiction net. I am sorry if you spot any mistakes or if something is wrong. Again I am new. I will try my best to get the hang of this. However, please tell me where I can improve on, and comment. They always make my day.
This story is mine. I have also posted only 5 chapters on another app, but I don't think I will continue writing there.
Sorry if it is short. I didnt have a lot of time. I was sort of in a hurry. But I promise I will get better.
So thank you for reading. I also like suspence. But not when it is used on me. Bye.