Hi! Welcome to my first story ever that I wrote by myself! Well I hope you enjoy it! Also listen to the songs to set the mood, or just to find new music.

Disclaimer: I sadly do not own Twilight or the Characters. Stephenie Meyer does.

Story song: I'm Only Me When I'm With You- Taylor Swift

Chapter song: The Only Exception- Paramore

Chapter 1

I woke up to my IPod playing. I got up and shut it off, another day another horrible day at school. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom and splashed water on my face. That woke me up a little bit. It is Monday I will never be fully awake till 12, right now it is 7:45. I am warm and toasty in my long sleeve shirt, long comfy pajamas pants, and slipper shoes. I had my glasses on and bed hair stuffed in a bun. The air in my house is freezing. My dad just loves to make snowmen in my house. Note my sarcasm. Well, it is not that much warmer outside; it is La Push, Washington. I went over to my bed and turned on my phone, than walked over to my IPod and turned it on quietly. I turned it on shuffle and let my IPod play. I sat down in my chair and pulled up to my desk. I looked at my reflection. I looked like I just woke up. Oh wait, I did and I didn't want to be up. My skin was tan and I had Jet Black hair that was everywhere. I had two feathers in my hair, one blue, on black and orange, but you couldn't see them. I looked like a normal Quileute expect till you see my eyes. My eyes were emerald green. Don't ask where I got them, because I have no idea.

I put in my contacts, than put on foundation, because my cheeks are always red, black eyeliner on top and bottom, mascara, and last pink sparkly lip gloss. I took out all my hair clips, and pulled my hair out of my bun. I brushed it, than I straighten it. My side bangs went past my eyes and partially covered my right eye. My hair went down to below my shoulders. I made sure my "feathers" showed, and also to be sure my make up looked perfect. I heard my phone buzz, which meant I had a text but I ignored it. I went over to my closet and picked out skinny jeans. I also picked out a cream spaghetti tank top and a blue long sleeve shirt. I put them on and my black soft, warm boots. I looked in the mirror. I looked good, for me. I was normal height and had a good body. I would say I was cute but not gorgeous. I was me and I like me. I only cared of how I looked because that is what happens when you watch too much What Not to Wear. I would say I was a fashion diva and I am proud of that.

I packed my backpack, took my IPod off its speaker, and grabbed my phone. I checked my parent's room and my dog and dad were still sleeping. My mom must have already left. I went down to my kitchen and grabbed a granola bar and juice. I ate that for my breakfast. I never eat a big breakfast, unless it is Sunday. Food makes me want to puke in the morning. By than it was 8:35. I am very slow and tired okay! I brushed my teeth and fed my dog and my cat. I finally checked my phone before my friend killed me. Hayley texted me four times.

"Hey"

"My dad is poking me"

"Answer your phone"

"Did you die?"

I sighed and texted her back.

"No im alive"

I turned on my TV and waited for her to come to my house for a ride to school. Her dad drove us because I am 15 and she is 14 and we are only sophomores in second month of high school. Hayley has been my best friend since we were 12, so sixth grade when she moved three houses down from me. Hayley is pale, brown eyed, brown hair, overly smart, overly crazy, five foot four, same as me, and my twin sister (not physically but you know what I mean). She is not Quileute, so she sticks out so that is why we are friends. I am shy with everyone, even my parents. Hayley brings the best out of me. I really don't have friends. I only have one other name Alyssa, who is taller than me, popular, smart, crazy, tan, black hair, brown eyes, and beautiful. She can get every boy she wants and be friends with anyone she wants. She sticks with me because again she can get me to talk. I have been friends with her since I was 10, or fifth grade.

It was 8:45 and I had to go to school. The school that doesn't know I exist. A school where everyone knows everyone, a small town, that I have been here since I was born, and they don't even know me. My friends say if I open up, I could be so popular, and get any boy. The truth is I don't want to. I rather have two good friends that will do anything for me than 200 friends who don't care. My point is I love my friends and like being me. I am shy because I am scared of people once caring about me than leaving and telling everyone everything. I don't have bad secrets but still! Hayley's car came in my driveway and I walked out side and went in her dad's van.

"Stop poking me! White flag white flag," She screamed at her dad. I just stayed quiet. We got to school in a minute. We live right down the street from the school so it wasn't that long of a ride. We walked into the building.

"I'm tired," Hayley complains.

"It's Monday morning, why wouldn't you be? Plus you are always tired," I say to her as we go up to our lockers. I put my combination in unload my backpack. I put my stuff away and grab my math stuff for first period. Alyssa walked over to us.

"Hi," Hayley said.

"Hey, did you hear? Seth Clearwater came back today! I heard he is one of them," Alyssa said. They both looked at me.

"So?" I asked.

"Come on, we know you have had a crush on him since kindergarten," Alyssa said.

"Shut up, it's not my fault he is hot. Anyways, he doesn't know I am here. No one does. It's a surprise the teachers do. Anyways Hayley lets get to homeroom. I don't want to be late," I elaborated.

"Sure, yah whatever," Hayley said and started walking to our homeroom.

"Bye guys!" Alyssa screamed and waved. She walked to her friends and starting chatting.

"Are you ever going to talk to him?" Hayley asked as we took our seats in homeroom. I rolled my eyes.

"No, now stop bugging me before I punch you," I said while glaring.

"You know I would hit you twenty times harder if you do," Hayley said in a duh voice. I smiled. The announcements came on and we stopped talking. The bell rang so we all walked to our first period class. I went to math, above average with Hayley.

"I don't like Math first period I am not awake yet," I whined. Hayley rolled her eyes.

"Pasta," She said.

"Omg, I love Italy! He is so cute! I could hug him! Poland is still better though, like totally," I said laughing.

"No, Russia is da," Hayley said. Incase you didn't know we are talking about Hetalia, an anime show. Look it up. The teacher started talking and class began, oh the torture!

Skip forward to Lunch because I doubt you want to read about school

I walked in to lunch with Alyssa and Hayley. They nudged me and Alyssa pointed over to a table. I looked over and sighed. It was the steroid guys. I personally don't think they take steroids. Well Jared is my cousin so I have to say that. He does wave to me, so at least my family cares for me. I saw a new face at the table. It was Seth Clearwater. He so got hotter! He got taller, and now has more muscle! I might just drool. I bought my lunch and walked over to the table. I sat down at my table with my lunch and started eating. The lunch was crap so, I didn't eat much. I looked over to the table and saw Jared getting up and walking over to me.

"Hey, my mom told me to tell you, you and your parents are coming over tonight for food," He told me. I nodded.

"Okay, see you than Jared," I said.

"Bye," he said and walked over to his table and sat next to his girlfriend Kim, and kissed her. I looked away and sighed. Lunch was over and I walked to my next class. Sadly I had none with Seth. I sighed again and went to my locker.

Again skip forward to end of the day because no one wants to hear about school I think

The final bell rung and we all scampered off to our lockers. I put my stuff away grabbed my backpack and put my homework in it. I grabbed my phone and IPod and shut my locker shut. I turned around and ran into a wall. Well it wasn't a wall it was a person.

"Sorry! I wasn't watching! I am sorry! I didn't mean to! Are you okay?" A very deep worried voice asked. I looked up to the eyes and the world changed. Gravity shifted, I felt a connection with this person, I looked at the face and found out it was Seth, Seth Clearwater.

I am shy, clumsy, Ana Thail, and this is my story of how my world changed for the good and for the worse. The story of how I let love in to my life. The only time I ever will, for the guy had a crush on for as long as I could remember.

So did anyone like it? I will update soon but if I get more review I might just want to update sooner! Well review because it will make me so happy! If anyone finds any grammar, spelling errors tell me and I will fix them! I hope you enjoyed this. They will get funnier once she opens up and once Seth and she get started. I like humor so don't judge this story on this chapter! Review and Cookies for all! Actually can someone make me cookies? I am so in a cookie mood! Okay off topic but read on and review!

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