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Jade's Pov-

I always reflect on my life. When your lonely you do that. I have one friend. Catarina Hannah Valentine- Shapiro. I have no one else. My life went to hell 4 years ago. When I was 19 Beck left me. For Victoria Rose Vega. I never stopped loving him, and I know he never stopped loving me. The next year they were married. I attended that wedding for my Beck. She wore White with light pink accents. How cliché. I wore Black in protest. I always hated her and always will, the next event made it worse. Just 9 short months ago Perfect Tori decided to be a whore and get pregnant. Great. Don't get me wrong Beck will be the most amazing father in the world, but Tori… oh who am I kidding? She will be amazing. But that situation is…

My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my door. I groaned as I got off the couch and walked to the door. I cautiously opened it in fear of some IRS agent. But it wasn't.

Here was Beck, holding a small baby. His eyes were blood shot and he looked disheveled and stresses. Any moment he looked he was going to start crying.

He looked into my eyes and I saw the tears start to build up as he muttered, " Tori's dead. She's dead because of me, I didn't kill her but second handedly I did. I got her pregnant and she died cause of some complication. She's gone and I need to talk to you Jade."

I was stunned. Tori was dead and gone. And here Beck is standing before me. God what did I do right? I dragged him inside and before another word was spoke I didn't know what came over me, but forgetting about the child in his arms I attacked his lips with mine, and to my surprise he didn't pull away, but he kissed me back. For that one moment the world around me disappeared. I don't know how long we stayed together, but I know we only pulled away because of a small movement between us.

"I'm s,,sorry I don't know what came over me I sware. I'm sorry about Tori, I know you loved her and shes gone and well.. I .. I mean" I started to cry and I felt terrible I backed away slowly apologizing.

"Jade, don't say your sorry. I was planning on coming here before Tori died to tell you, I never stopped loving you. It took seeing Tori's bad side to realize but Jade, really I still love you I always did." He confessed to me with real feeling. I blinked rapidly shocked.

" Beck, you must be having some seperation anxiety, your wife just died. Shes gone, your child is motherless and you came here and kissed me! I…I okay I'm not complaining but I love you too! There I said it. And I can't let you ruin your life, I can't." What am I doing?

Beck gave me a " I'm not going anywhere" look and smiled.

" Jadelynn August West. Tori has been dead for 8 days. I thought this through and I told you I was planning on coming here 3 months ago. Apparently I was meant to come here."

He told me this with all the heart and soul only Beck could omit. He smiled at me. At this point we were sitting on the couch and I couldn't respond. So he and I sat in silence staring at each other in a trance for not a full minute before a small wimpering noise caught our attention. We looked down and I actually saw why Beck hadn't left the child with Tori's parents instead of him raising it. It was a girl. She had light pink complexion, with milk chocolate colored eyes. Soft whispy brown curls sat on top of her head. I saw Beck in every bit of her, but I also saw Tori, but she is the most adorable baby I ever saw.

"Shes stunning Beck. Absolutley gorgeous. It's sad. She will never know her mother. She's gonna grow up mother-less, can I hold her?" I think I started to cry a little when I thought of her alone. Beck must have noticed cause he wiped the teardrops from my eyes.

"Yeh, sure. You're the only person to hold her other than me. I couldn't let her go, I just couldn't shes all I had left of Tori. And she won't be motherless Jade, I was hoping she would have you?"

I can't believe he just said that. He pretty much just said that he wants me to help him raise his child. " Beck, I…I… isn't that wrong? Shouldn't she know I'm not her mother and I never will be."

"Jade you're the closest thing she will ever have and I think you would be wonderful with her, I mean look at her she is so content as you hold her, she loves you. Do you want to know her name?"

I couldn't take my eyes off the tiny baby in my arms so I nodded.

" Elizabeth Victoria Jadelynn Oliver." I looked up at him and saw the smile in his face.

I stared at him with wide eyes. He just smirked, I looked down at Elizabeth and back at Beck. " I'm calling her Liz." simply to hear his reply " I knew you would."

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