So I suppose this is my life since my wife Jessica left me and my baby boy Harry died. Well before I was happy I had Jessica and our beautiful baby boy Harry, but that all changed when I was driving after our wedding and the car went on some ice above the pond. I got Lucas out first and then Amelia but she had fractured her wrist. I went to go back on when the car went under. I jumped in the freezing cold water for Jessica and Harry but it was too late Harry had gone and Jessica was in a coma. One morning I went to visit her and gave her my kiss like I always did and then I heard...
"Doctor's sexually assaulting there patients I know your game I've seen it before", Linda said.
"No she's my wife", I explained.
Turns out her name was Linda and she was here to take Jessica, Amelia and Lucas away to America with her. It upset me knowing I'd never see them again and it took time to get over Jessica and mostly Harry, in fact I'll never forget my son. As things finally got back to normal I started dating Kirsty Clements. We'd pick up her daughter Nita together and kiss in her car before she came out of school.
"I love you", I said.
"I love you more", Kirsty replied.
I was quite busy while I was with Kirsty because Nick Jordan always wanted my help in resus so I couldn't see Kirsty if she was in cubicles but I suppose Nick Jordan is in charge. After work we'd go for a drink or a meal or watch a film. Adam and Kirsty would kiss. A few months later Linda returned and I'm got gonna lie I did get excited and say some very obvious things.
"Linda your back", I said.
"Yes I am", Linda replied.
"How's Jessica I asked.
"She's good", Linda replied.
I just smiled as she walked away. I still had feelings for Jessica but I knew it wasn't to be. After a few years at the ED I left after Kirsty had dumped me. I live alone, it gets lonely but I still get the occasional text off Lenny. I get bored but I now work in an ED in London. It's fun but it's so strict their. I'm clinical lead it's quite a scary job but someone has to be it. I was working one day and I herd a familiar voice. I followed it.
"Amelia", I said.
"Adam", Amelia replied.
Jessica came back in with Lucas, she was shocked to see me in London but I was mostly shocked to see her as I thought she was still in America as Linda had never said anything about Jessica being back. I half smiled at her but she didn't see. I know she's the woman for me, I've always loved her. As soon as Jessica went outside I followed.
"Jess", I said.
"Adam no", Jessica replied.
"Why", Adam asked.
"I'm taken, I'm sorry", Jessica replied.
I went into my office and sat there for a long while to think about what I'd just been told. I love her but I know I need to accept she's taken. That night I went home and ordered myself a pizza and thought about my life. Im lonely and Jessica was my soul mate, at least I thought she was. Kirsty was alright but she could never replace Jessica.
"Jessica Harrison I love", I said.