I'm glad I was alive.
I am able to play and breathe in the autumn air.
The sunshine morning comes,
That is when I first met his eyes.
I came running towards him,
With a reason to live,
I had longed for his return.
My tears overflow,
The sorrow had gone and vanished.
I saw her;
She was smiling her wonderful smile.
My words had died,
I don't know what to say.
My broken heart that has been shattered,
Now it is a good time for the shadows overflowing in my heart to disappear.
I felt ill,
My years being with him had been the best years of my life.
I had forgotten my past and the road that I used to walk on.
My shoulders started to shudder,
Wanting warmth and wanting to be away from the storm.
I had been lost, now the heavens had shown my way of living;
Through the blood red sky into the dreams that shows my loved one.
The demon inside me wants to tease me,
That would make my head showing throbbing veins.
Although my joy of life,
Has a sad pale face.
But I just chuckled and put my hands onto her shoulders.
I pulled her towards me,
Her honey-scented hair tempts me to kiss her.
Our tears start to fall,
Creating a pool of liquid gold,
Right beneath our feet.
I touched her skin,
And spoke the words, "I love you."
I had been waiting for this moment to come.
Now I finally know the truth and my heart starts to dance inside me.
He bent down and kissed me,
I started moaning and wishing he will be always mine.
Inside, I am leaping for joy,
The secret has been told.
It is already dawn,
The sun glowed orange,
The sunlight is leaving us behind.
The sunlight dimming,
My lover's scent fades.
I rise up, with a halo on my head.
The holes that had pierced into my heart had faded.
It was already winter.
I am free.
