I blinked as the sharp morning light, that somehow found its way through the large tree arms, hits my eyes. Light, how long has it been since I've last had seen it, felt it burning on my pale skin.
Light with its many meanings, the light and dark, the warm and cold,
the good and the bad.
I had liked the dark, the cold the bad. The dark where I somehow could hide. Push away every memory that had scratched inside of me. In the dark everything seemed like a fake, like somehow nothing was real and nothing ever happened.
Darkness is mainly a place where there is nothing, no light, no vision, and when you tried really hard not even sound.
Yes, darkness had sounded so good, so nice. Darkness another word for freedom perhaps? It didn't really matter, all that matters that there was nothing, no light, no sound, no realism, no corpses, no family, no friends no worries. And wasn't that what people called happiness?
To have no worries?
Slowly I shook the thoughts away. Glaring at the filtering light. It was its entire fault for putting those thoughts in me. Darkness never did that to me. Darkness was freedom, darkness was happiness, and darkness was my last remainder of hope. All gone now, no way they would let me off wandering to the dark again.
Light meant memories, light meant thoughts, but most of all light meant no darkness. Light wasn't freedom, light was only dead parents, blood dripping walls, friends who said they cared and light was most of all, most of all, light was, light meant reality, no more hiding, light was and will be my personal prison.
Slowly I turn my head towards the sounds of worrying voices, the sound of my friends, the disgusting sound of light. I try to sneer, but the light won't let me, instead I feel, to my most utter despise, smile at the voices.
Words forming on my slightly chapped lips.
"The dark is no more…"
And so starts of the prequel of "We meet again with smiles…"
Hope you will enjoy it all, I hope to update soon, tell me how you like it so far.
Till then
Jeanet aka Jianetsu
Disclaimer : don't own Naruto