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Alright
So guys my friend Kaitlyn is posting this for me. Still so sorry about the other story but enjoy!
Don't Know How
(Verse 1)
Go through life
Dont really know who i am
Everyone believes in me
They think im something special
They tell me
that they love me
That im so great
That im too hard on myself
And the truth is they dont really know
(Chorus)
All the pain
All the loss
Traumatized me
Its caught up with me now
Im eating at myself
No one can help
I feel so far gone
So far out
I used to wanna be
A normal girl
Living life
But i just dont know hooooow
To...
(Verse 2)
My life changed
So drastically
I was only ten
When my brother shot himself and then
I had to grow up
Cause my family needed me
The next year was middle school
I loved boys
And when i dressed
i tried to make them drool
I was happy with my friends
I loved to have fun
Iloved to flirt
I loved talking to no end
But underneath i was falling apart
People tried to help
They said i would be ok
That i would heal my heart
But little did they know
(Chorus)
All the pain
All the loss
Traumatized me
Its caught up with me now
Im eating at myself
No one can help
I feel so far gone
So far out
I used to wanna be
A normal girl
Living life
But i just dont know hooooow
To...
Ive started to heal
Im done with my past
Im moving forward
And i wont loo-ook back
Im gonna do me
Do what i want
Ill miss my childhood
But finally i seeeeeeeee
All the pain
All the loss
Traumatized me
Its caught up with me now
Im eating at myself
No one can help
I feel so far gone
So far out
I used to wanna be
A normal girl
Living life
But i just dont know hooooow
To...
And thats okay