"Oh my God Jackson! Please. God. Just say it." April shouted. She could feel her heart beating really fast. Her breathing was failing. Her knees felt weak. She knew for sure what he was about to say. She knew for sure that every single word that were going to get out of Jackson's mouth was going to break her heart in little pieces and that she possible might never recovery from that. But she was ready. She was waiting for it.
Jackson couldn't stop trying to understand April's face. She was devasted. She was tired. So does him. He was feeling like all his strength was fading. Last night, when he and April were naked in bed, he felt like the world had stopped. Like everything was worth. For that moment, he forgot everything that they've been through and just for that little moment, they were just two people in love. He couldn't stop being confused. A day before he couldn't even look April in the eye. Looking at her at that moment, made him realize that he never prepared what to tell her.
April didn't understand Jackson's face when was staring at her. He said he was confusing, but that wasn't his confusing face. He looked angry, but not THAT angry. You could tell when Jackson is angry because of his eyes. They look heavier. But at that moment, they were shinning like they never did.
He step closely. She didn't hesitated. She felt like her heart was beating out of her chest. His breath start to sound louder and started to get hesitant.
"Jackson, what are you do…" Before April could finish the question, Jackson took her in his arms and kissed her mouth gently. She was surprised. Her whole body froze. He pulled her even closer and she handed herself over for the man she loves.
It was winter in Seattle, the weather forecast predicted snow. But that two were on fire.
"Last night was not it" Jackson struggled to recover his breath and start to talk again. "We can't give up. Not after everything. Not after last night." They united their foreheads and looked in each other's eyes. "I so sorry April. I want to fight too".
She didn't realize, but she was crying. Her tears were falling down her cheeks. She settled her arms around Jackson and didn't say a word. He felt like he could read all her thoughts.