not that long sorry,,, love fanfiction still getting used to it...
----You honestly think that I'm a jerk…?---
Chapter _0_ - Starting things up…
"Shane, I may have lied about who I am but on the inside I know who I am…You're an uncontrollable jerk who just happens to be human by a messed up gene!" I shouted furiously at him.
He was constantly doing thing to me. I hate how I love him. I actually thought me and Shane Grey were getting somewhere but now I see were back at stage one - Again. He was something else, all together.
"Mitchie, Why do you always call me a jerk! I am not the jerk here! I don't get why your at this camp, what do you do? You wont sing you hardly dance apart from at classes and I'm pretty sure, you aren't a rapper of any sort. So why are you here!?" Shane exclaimed. I sigh, I can't believe I just cant let him hear me. He needs to know. he is going to be furious when he finds out you lied to him about not singing, but remember Mitchie he is an egoistical jerk of a pop-star who needs a reality check. Oh and since your practically thinking to yourself in third person, go get him.
" Shane! You don't know anything about me!" I shouted in furry.
"When you lie about you identity Mitchie I don't really know anything about you!" Uh that guy, how can I say I'm the girl with the voice…? Maybe Spanish so he can't hold it against me later.
"Shane? Do you know Spanish?" I asked hoping he would say no.
"Completely off subject, but uhh…no?"
"Soy la chica con la voz " I said nearly crying. And I just ran off. Hoping I wouldn't see him till 'after final jam' We had gotten that whole Tess situation sorted out. Finally. I just can't believe I'm going to expose myself at final jam. I know I cant back out, Caitlyn had worked so hard on the track. We were debating between 'this is me' and 'catch me' but the song Shane heard was ' This is me' so we think I should sing that. I'm not that bothered really. Mitchie you liar. I think I should put a padlock on my brain. I broke out of my daze to realise I was at the piano. My fingers brushed against the keys.
I don't know whyI dont know whyIm so afraid (so afraid)And i dont know howI dont know howto fix the pain (fix the pain)We're livin a lielivin a liewe just need to change (need to change)Cuz we're out of timewe're out of timeand its still the sameYou cant stop the worldbut theres so much more that we could doYou cant stop this girlFrom falling more in love with youYou said nobody has to knowIf its time to goand take it slowBut i can stop the world stopIf they finally let us be alonelet us be aloneHearin the noisehearin the noisefrom all of them (from all of them)And im on the edgeIm on the edgeof breakin down (of breakin down)Like Bonnie and Clidelet's rideand take this townso keep it alivekeep it alivedont make a soundYou cant stop the worldbut theres so much more that we could doyou cant stop this girlfrom falling more in love with youYou said nobody has knowIf its time to goand take it slowbut i can stop the worldif they finally let us be alonelet us be aloneif the world wont takeThat final blowI'll turn the other pageI wont close the bookyou cant stop the worldBut theres so much more that we could doYou cant stop this girlFrom falling more in love with youYou said nobody has to knowIf its time to goand take it slowBut i can stop the worldIf they finally let us be alonelet us be alone
…This day couldn't get any worse. I think that song sums up my feelings. The only thing is Shane is blinded by the song or the girl with the voice. He has no idea. He is not in love with you."You can't stop the world, Mitchie…" My voice trailed off.
----The night of the final jam!----
" Mitchie, your next…its time to let them know…" Caitlyn said in sing-song voice. I couldn't stop myself from trembling. I was shaking.
"Queue, the lights mick… 1 minute Mitchie" She called looking at her watch. I downed my bottle of water. Its definitely time. The music began playing. I grabbed the microphone. I stepped out and the lights hit me. Shane was looking at his page, he didn't bother looking up. He didn't think his girl with the voice would be coming.
I've always been the kind of girlThat hid my faceSo afraid to tell the worldWhat I've got to sayBut I had this dreamright inside of meI'm going to let it showIt's timeTo let you knowTo let you know
Shane's head shot up as I began singing. Suddenly my confidence went down. And so did my smile.This is the real, this is meI'm exactly where I'm supposed to be nowGonna let the lightShine on meNow I foundWho I amThere's no way to hold it inNo more hiding who I want to beThis is meDo you know what it's like to feel so in the darkTo dream about a life where you're the shining starEven though it seemsLike it's to far awayI have to believe in myselfIt's the only wayThis is the real, this is meI'm exactly where I'm supposed to be nowGonna let the lightShine on meNow I foundWho I amThere's no way to hold it inNo more hiding who I want to beThis is meYou're the voice I hear inside my headThe reason that I'm singingI need to find youI gotta find youYou're the missing piece I needThe song inside of meI need to find youI gotta find youThis is the real, this is meI'm exactly where I'm supposed to be nowGonna let the lightShine on meNow I found who I amThere's no way to hold it inNo more hiding who I want to beThis is meYou're the missing piece I needThe song inside of meThis is meYou're the voice I hear inside my headThe reason that I'm singingNow I found who I amThere's no way to hold it inNo more hiding who I want to beThis is me….
" I know who I am…" I said looking at Shane. I dropped the microphone and ran away. I didn't know where I was running all I knew was Shane knows who I am.
And yet, I don't care.
Next day---------------------------Mitchie slept in a canoe that night…)
"Mitchie…?" A groggy voice called
"Shane? I…Ugh..and…"
"Mitchie why did you not tell me who you were. I was going insane!" Shane demanded.
"I…I did tell you twice…just not in English…And you were kidding yourself you cant be in love with someone because of there musical talent, that's not enough Shane!" I nearly screamed
"Mitchie…I'm sorry its to late, I'm already in love…" he looked down as he said that sentence and my heart sunk. I missed my chance
"Shane…I'm sure you'll make her happy or …him….ugh never mind. The funny thing is Shane, you have changed and you know what I'm glad I met you. Stay friends?" I asked wishing we could be more then just friends.
"I'm sorry Mitchie, we can't because I'm in love with you." I nearly chocked on air.
"Sorry? What did you just say" I asked shocked he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear.
"Mitchie, from the moment you listened to me play…I loved you and even though I said I loved that girl with the voice I Loved You. I always will, and maybe you don't want to go out with a selfish guy like me but-"
I cut him off I leaned in and kissed him and that was odd for me. The kiss wasn't to intense it was slow building, my arms wrapped around is neck and he lifted me up so my leg were around his torso. It was the best kiss of my life. Nothing could ruin this moment but then something did. *SNAP* A camera flashed.
"Mitchie I'm so sorry, I didn't know…-"
"Shut it pop-star or I'll have to shut it for you!" I said half angry half joking.
We exchanged phone numbers and he promised that he would annoy me severly.
"Mitchie, don't forget I love you" He called and it began to rain. He turned his back and walked to limo waiting for him and the guys
"SHANE?! I LOVE YOU" I yelled, he turned around and smiled.
Omg!! that's it for this chapter I keep reading it to myself and it seems so… cliché. So next chapters will be into the future the first day off school… heres a teaser…
I had been so out of touch with the world, Shane suggest I stay with family to get out of the public eye. And true to his word he called twice everyday and texted between concerts and talk shows. I loved him. It was time to go to school, I didn't turn on hot tunes 'cause I was late. I got a ride with Sierra and the whole drive through she just kept looking at me and shaking her head. Did I miss something?
"Mitchie, when were you going to tell me you were going out with SHANE GREY! OMG THIS IS MAJOR!!" she screamed
Uh oh! I'm in trouble…
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