Disclaimer: I don't own pokemon; it belongs to those darn lucky people in Japan, dangit! Isn't life stupid?
It won't be too
hard to guess whose POV this is in…
Lonely Dreams
No one. No one, anymore.
That's who my friends are, now. No
one.
No one at all.
I am lost.
Not the lost when you can't figure out
which path to take, but the lost when everything's gone and you have no where
to turn to, no one to lean on, no dreams to hang on to.
No one.
Not even him.
Ash.
I remember when I was younger… I had
been abandoned. He took me, he saved my life. I would have died if he wasn't
there. To thank him, I became his pokémon.
Later, I guess I regretted it. I had
seen what a lousy trainer he was, and my angry mood reflected it. I didn't listen
at all… now I wish I had. Maybe this wouldn't have happened if I did. Maybe I
would be 10 times stronger than those stupid dragons…
Although I did make up for him saving
his life… when he was going to be eaten by an Aerodactyl, I evolved so I could save
him. Revenge too, maybe. But I did save him.
And then I made a mistake. When he got
to the last round of the Pokemon League, he sent me out to fight against a puny
Charmander. Normally I wouldn't fight anything that small.
But the flame on its tail…
I was captivated by the flame.
Something in it sparked me. I creamed the Charmander.
Then the twerp-y trainer with that
weird ugly hair threw out a pokeball containing a Pikachu.
How weak did that kid think I was?!
I didn't even take the time to battle
it.
Ash lost.
And it was my fault…
Even worse, he STILL was nice to me…
despite the fact that I torched him the minute he let me out.
It hurts me now to think of it.
I did end up obeying him… he spent the
whole night trying to keep me warm after a Poliwrath froze me! I guess that's
when I realized all he did for me.
After that, things were pretty much
perfect. I almost beat a Dragonite… almost.
And I learned to get along with the
little rat on Ash's head. Partly.
I was his strongest pokemon…
For a while…
Then…
He decided to leave me. Now.
"Stay if you want to… I can get along
just fine without you.." he says… My heart sinks. "Who wants a weak Charizard
anyways… so stay here."
I droop my head. One part of me wants
to believe him, yelling, "Its true… you couldn't even beat them…" But another
part wants to flap my wings and chase after him, stop him.
He runs off.
I can see him crying…
He's hiding his tears.
And he doesn't even look back…
Not even to say goodbye.
I can feel my eyes water. He doesn't
see me. And he's leaving me behind, forever.
Alone, with my dreams and ambitions
that will never be anything now that he's gone. Alone, with no one.
No one, anymore.
I close my eyes, and I can see
The day we met.
Just one moment and I knew,
You're my best friend.
Do anything,
For you.
We've gone so far, and done so much,
And I feel
Like we've always been together.
Right by my side
Through thick and thin.
You're the part of my life
I'll always remember…
The time has come
Its for the best I know it.
Who could've guessed that you and I,
Somehow, someday,
We'd have to say
Goodbye.
You've helped me find the strength inside
And the courage
To make my dreams come true.
How will I find
Another friend
Like you?
Two of a kind, that's what we are,
And it seemed,
Like we were always winning.
But as our team is torn apart,
I wish we could go
Back to the beginning…
The time has come.
Its for the best, I know it.
Who could've guessed that you and I…
Somehow, some way,
We'd have to say goodbye.
Somehow, today…
We
have to say…
Goodbye