Heart
I met you long ago.
I poured my feelings
Out to you.
But you pushed them away.
I gave you
My heart and soul.
But you pushed them away.
Now I'm a wreck.
You never noticed it though.
Now I'm suicidal.
It's all because of you.
The voices in my head tell me
"Give him your heart one last time"
I listened to the voices
And gave you my heart.
I grabbed the kitchen knife
And stabbed myself
Near my heart.
I put the knife down
And broke my ribcage apart.
I walked out the door
And passed out on my porch.
You read the suicide note
I had written in my own crimson blood.
You were in disbelief and shock.
You never knew the pain I was in.
You thought that
I was happy go lucky.
God damn were you wrong.
I wasn't happy at all.
I was miserable,
Drowning in my sorrows.
I cried myself to sleep
Every damned night.
Yet you never noticed.
You never noticed my depression.
You never noticed my paranoia.
Now you never will.
I gave you my heart once,
And you pushed it away.
I gave you my heart a second time,
And you still ignored it.
I gave you my heart one last time,
Resulting in my suicide,
And you finally accepted it.