A/N- Okay I got the idea for this story from a westlife song. Do not ask how that happened! I was just listening, I couldn't help it. Then Twilight clicked into my mind! I was like ooh ooh I must write this down! How strange is it that anything can make me think of twilight! IM starting to realise how truly obsessed I am by everything twilight… but you know what I wouldn't have it any other way! Twilight forever! Xx RobsBellaxxx. BTW this is only a short story. I don't intend for it to be more than 3 chapters. Depends if it's popular or not!

Chapter one

Edward was gone, Edward was never coming back. The sooner I faced facts the sooner I would realise the reality of my life. But what if I couldn't face facts? Maybe this was the final goodbye to Edward. * cringe- Edward- cringe was always one to keep his promises, so maybe I would never see the perfect defined features of his face again. It had been the one year anniversary of his absence from my life; it was now my own personal dark ages. Although I wouldn't call it an anniversary, because that would be a word for celebrating something happy, this was as far fetched to happy as it can get. I always thought he loved me that much, that he would return. Deep down I don't know why but I thought he would give it two months and then come back for me, but a year is too long. It was officially time to move on. This would be the final goodbye for Edward. The final goodbye of our short and wonderful relationship. I knew I had to forget him, to be me again and not someone tormented by the memories of my only true love.

But How to say goodbye?

Could I say goodbye?

How to forget him?

It just seemed like the name Edward was forever scared into my head. But I had to let him go. Bye Bye Edward I said to myself then I laughed darkly. Even though there was not anything remotely humorous about this, it was far from funny, it showed how crazy I was, how distraught I was over his absence.

I remember thinking about a suicide attempt; but there was so many thoughts that I needed to think about behind that decision. What would that cost everyone else. Charlie? Jacob? My scatterbrained mother Renee? But what if it WAS the only way of forgetting Edward Cullen. Could I risk my life for something as trivial as Edward Cullen? The answer was yes. Of course I could. I owed him that at least. I needed to prove my love for him. I would be Juliet, Romeo goes so does Juliet. I felt like I had to pay him back for the wonderful months Edward and I had together. I knew he didn't love me anymore, of course I knew. I didn't see anyway to end this agony. I laughed at the deranged thoughts I was having. Laughing at them, made it seem more likely that I was truly crazy.

"Hey Bella "Charlie greeted. He was acting curious today, a usual action for my dad.

"Hey dad. How was your day? "I asked. He was shocked by my response. I suppose I didn't normally try to start a conversation.

"Err… Normal I suppose. What about you? "He asked, with a tone, which could only be concern.

"Yeah my day was fantastic "I lied. It would never be fantastic; every stinking day was truly crap without him. That was the way it would remain to stay.

"Well that's something then. I suppose "he mumbled. I laughed half-heartedly.

"Dad, you know I love you right? " I said. He had to know.

"Sure Bells I do "He said. " Is something up "He asked

"Na. Just feeling kind of weird today, just pressure of finals I suppose "I said. He nodded. Yeah right as if finals could do that. I was classed as a smart- ass basically.

"Right I'll be watching the baseball game, if you need me all you need to do is shout "he encouraged. Yeah sorry dad, I won't be needing you anymore. I have a necessary deed I have to fulfil. You won't like it but it is truly important, I can't live without him. I've made the choice that I WONT live without him, not anymore! Jacob regularly talked about taking me cliff diving, when he thought I was ready. But I did not need him, the weather was horrible today. That meant the sea would be rough and completely strong, it wouldn't be too hard to take myself out of the picture. I brought my truck to life and it roared. I rode fifty- five miles per hour down near first beach. I was nervous and excited when I arrived; I saw this as my last journey. The last journey of my life. I don't know why but I felt like acting melodramatic. But what would be new there? I walked slow pigeon steps along the grass until I reached the cliff- top of my death. Wow I was good at being melodramatic; I can even do it with what I say. I stood at the top of the cliff, looking down over at how far it was. You could hear all the whooshing from the sea crashing against the cliff. I also had a bad sense of paranoia; it felt like someone was watching my every move. Oh well, can't exactly stop now. Then I pushed my feet against the edge of the cliff top and flung my arms in the same heartbeat.

"ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I screamed.

"Bella! Bella!" some voice roared.

Only it wasn't just any voice. It was the voice that was my main reason for existing. It was the voice that was also the reason for jumping off this damn cliff. It was Edward's voice.

"Oh Crap" I screamed once more.

A.N- SO WHAT YOU ALL THINK? Now it's Edwards turn at saving her! Hey! REVIEW, REVIEW. REVIEW. 22 days till new moon!!!!!! Woo hoo!