Not Enough- Part 1: Sora's POV
There he was sitting not even a foot away from me and I still feel so distant from him. He's my best friend why the hell do I all of a sudden act so strange around him? Mimi can't be right about me liking Tai, what the hell is she thinking!
~Flashback~
"So Sora have you and Tai hooked up yet?" Mimi asked her.
"What?! What the hell are you talking about!" I exclaimed.
"Girl, don't give me this shit that you have no bloody idea what the freak I'm talking about!" Mimi said.
"No seriously what the hell are you talking about!" I shouted.
"The whole situation with Tai, you know the 'Oh, you're only my best friend but I think you're the finest chick on the face of the world,' and the 'Oh, Tai I love you but I won't admit it because I'm to friggin' oblivious to all that surrounds me." It's pissing me off!" Mimi said.
"What the freak?! Tai's only my-"
"Friend? Yeah right, that's why he's been practically stalking you," Mimi said.
"Shut up!" I simply replied.
~Back to Present Day~
"Sora! Hello! Is she lost in oblivion?" Tai said.
"Huh?" I said.
"Welcome back Sora, you had someone worried," Mimi said and glanced over at Tai.
Tai just blushed faintly and didn't even look at me. Did I do something?
"Anyways let's get going the movie starts in ten minutes," Matt said.
We walked to the cinema a few streets down. The whole way Tai didn't even look at me. I wonder what I did, did I even do anything. Should I ask him what's wrong?
"Tai what's wrong?" I said to him.
"Huh? Oh nothing," he said still not even glancing at her.
That's it he hates me! I don't even know what I did and he hates me! Why won't he tell me what's wrong? Doesn't he know he's worrying me?
"Sora is there something wrong?" Mimi asked me.
"No, eh I'll talk to you later okay?" I said.
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We entered the movie cinema and bought tickets to the latest box office smash. I don't really care if the movie has great effects or big ass movie stars. I want Tai! Where'd that come from? Oh God! What is wrong with me!
I glanced over at Tai, I could barely see his face since his head was down and his big ass hair was covering it. Forget me I wonder what's wrong with him. Matt's whispering something to Tai; I wish I knew what he was whispering. Tai shook his head but then nodded. I could see his lips move but I can't read lips or anything. Damn it I wish I did.
We're now in the theater taking our seats. Oh God Tai is sitting beside me. Maybe I can talk to him now. He doesn't look interested in the movie. Okay I don't give a damn anymore I'm talking to him.
"Tai," I said looking straight at him.
"Yeah?" he replied.
"Look I know something's wrong so why won't you tell me what it is?" I said slightly raising my voice.
"Sora, I would but.." Tai said.
"What?" I asked him.
"I can't tell you," Tai said looking sad and depressed. I wish I could give him a hug and make him feel better, but he won't even tell me what's wrong.
"Why not?" I demanded.
"You wouldn't understand," Tai said.
"What? Then I'll make myself understand!" I said. What does he mean by that?
"It doesn't matter, I just can't tell you," Tai said.
"You can tell me anything," I said near tears.
"You just wouldn't understand," Tai said.
"What the hell? Why do you keep on saying that?!" I asked him.
"Sora your just …" Tai said.
"What?" I asked him, looking him straight in the eye.
"You," he said. Those words just struck me, as if it was lightning. It was so painful, what the hell did he mean by that? Was I nothing to him? Was I not good enough?
"Whatever," I replied and stormed off out of the theater. How could he treat me like this? As if I didn't matter to him. He was talking to Matt, why not me?
"Sora!" Tai called out but I was too upset to go back. I didn't want him to see me like this, near hysteria, bawling my eyes out. Doesn't he know what this is doing to me?! Here comes Mimi. I better wipe my tears, but it won't be much of any use since my eyes are probably red.
"Sora," Mimi said. I turned around and looked at her. "Sora, what's wrong? Why were you crying?"
"No reason," I sniffed. I really don't feel like talking right now!
"Come on Sora you can tell me. First let's get out of this hellhole. This disgusting stench will get in my clothes," Mimi said.
"Alright you win," I said and we walked out of the cinema.
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"Well that's what happened," I said to Mimi after I finished explaining what happened at the theater.
"He probably didn't mean anything by it Sora," Mimi said.
"The way he said it was cold!" I told her and looked down at my drink. We had gone to a local McDonalds and started talking. To my surprise Mimi helped me out a lot.
"C'mon Sora he obviously likes you!" Mimi said.
"If he did he's gotten over me," I said back to her.
"You know what Sora?" Mimi said.
"What?" I asked her.
"Tomorrow at school you are going to go up to him a get an answer!" Mimi exclaimed. Heads zipped around facing us, oh God this is embarrassing!
"Mimi sit down! You're causing a scene!" I scolded.
Mimi sat down looking flush and embarrassed.
"Okay what did you say before?" I asked her.
"Tomorrow at school, you Sora Takenouchi are going to walk up to Tai and get a straight answer from him! But first you have to tell him how you feel!" Mimi declared.
"What the hell?! When did I agree to listen to you?!" I practically screamed. I saw a few heads jerk back and look at me.
"Now who's making a scene?" Mimi smirked.
"Oh shut up! Even if I did want to tell him, I'd be too freaked to even go up to him!" I admitted. That's pretty damn sad, I really wish I could tell him though.
"Come on Sora! You can't just keep going on like this! You have to tell him! You know what? If you don't tell him tomorrow I will!" Mimi said.
"What?! I'd hate you forever!" I yelled. I don't give a damn anymore if I make a friggin' scene. If they don't like it they can shove it up my ass.
"That's something I'm willing to risk," Mimi stuttered.
"Fine! I'll tell him! I hope you are bloody happy!" I yelled. God! What the hell am I going to do? Oh, well he was going to find out eventually, I'll just spare him the tedious eternity of waiting.
"Good! Now let's go shopping to find you something to wear!" Mimi chirped and dragged me along.
"I never agreed to this either!" I told her but she just kept on walking. Oh hell, tomorrow is going to be an interesting day.
End of part 1
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Shorty-chan
There he was sitting not even a foot away from me and I still feel so distant from him. He's my best friend why the hell do I all of a sudden act so strange around him? Mimi can't be right about me liking Tai, what the hell is she thinking!
~Flashback~
"So Sora have you and Tai hooked up yet?" Mimi asked her.
"What?! What the hell are you talking about!" I exclaimed.
"Girl, don't give me this shit that you have no bloody idea what the freak I'm talking about!" Mimi said.
"No seriously what the hell are you talking about!" I shouted.
"The whole situation with Tai, you know the 'Oh, you're only my best friend but I think you're the finest chick on the face of the world,' and the 'Oh, Tai I love you but I won't admit it because I'm to friggin' oblivious to all that surrounds me." It's pissing me off!" Mimi said.
"What the freak?! Tai's only my-"
"Friend? Yeah right, that's why he's been practically stalking you," Mimi said.
"Shut up!" I simply replied.
~Back to Present Day~
"Sora! Hello! Is she lost in oblivion?" Tai said.
"Huh?" I said.
"Welcome back Sora, you had someone worried," Mimi said and glanced over at Tai.
Tai just blushed faintly and didn't even look at me. Did I do something?
"Anyways let's get going the movie starts in ten minutes," Matt said.
We walked to the cinema a few streets down. The whole way Tai didn't even look at me. I wonder what I did, did I even do anything. Should I ask him what's wrong?
"Tai what's wrong?" I said to him.
"Huh? Oh nothing," he said still not even glancing at her.
That's it he hates me! I don't even know what I did and he hates me! Why won't he tell me what's wrong? Doesn't he know he's worrying me?
"Sora is there something wrong?" Mimi asked me.
"No, eh I'll talk to you later okay?" I said.
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We entered the movie cinema and bought tickets to the latest box office smash. I don't really care if the movie has great effects or big ass movie stars. I want Tai! Where'd that come from? Oh God! What is wrong with me!
I glanced over at Tai, I could barely see his face since his head was down and his big ass hair was covering it. Forget me I wonder what's wrong with him. Matt's whispering something to Tai; I wish I knew what he was whispering. Tai shook his head but then nodded. I could see his lips move but I can't read lips or anything. Damn it I wish I did.
We're now in the theater taking our seats. Oh God Tai is sitting beside me. Maybe I can talk to him now. He doesn't look interested in the movie. Okay I don't give a damn anymore I'm talking to him.
"Tai," I said looking straight at him.
"Yeah?" he replied.
"Look I know something's wrong so why won't you tell me what it is?" I said slightly raising my voice.
"Sora, I would but.." Tai said.
"What?" I asked him.
"I can't tell you," Tai said looking sad and depressed. I wish I could give him a hug and make him feel better, but he won't even tell me what's wrong.
"Why not?" I demanded.
"You wouldn't understand," Tai said.
"What? Then I'll make myself understand!" I said. What does he mean by that?
"It doesn't matter, I just can't tell you," Tai said.
"You can tell me anything," I said near tears.
"You just wouldn't understand," Tai said.
"What the hell? Why do you keep on saying that?!" I asked him.
"Sora your just …" Tai said.
"What?" I asked him, looking him straight in the eye.
"You," he said. Those words just struck me, as if it was lightning. It was so painful, what the hell did he mean by that? Was I nothing to him? Was I not good enough?
"Whatever," I replied and stormed off out of the theater. How could he treat me like this? As if I didn't matter to him. He was talking to Matt, why not me?
"Sora!" Tai called out but I was too upset to go back. I didn't want him to see me like this, near hysteria, bawling my eyes out. Doesn't he know what this is doing to me?! Here comes Mimi. I better wipe my tears, but it won't be much of any use since my eyes are probably red.
"Sora," Mimi said. I turned around and looked at her. "Sora, what's wrong? Why were you crying?"
"No reason," I sniffed. I really don't feel like talking right now!
"Come on Sora you can tell me. First let's get out of this hellhole. This disgusting stench will get in my clothes," Mimi said.
"Alright you win," I said and we walked out of the cinema.
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"Well that's what happened," I said to Mimi after I finished explaining what happened at the theater.
"He probably didn't mean anything by it Sora," Mimi said.
"The way he said it was cold!" I told her and looked down at my drink. We had gone to a local McDonalds and started talking. To my surprise Mimi helped me out a lot.
"C'mon Sora he obviously likes you!" Mimi said.
"If he did he's gotten over me," I said back to her.
"You know what Sora?" Mimi said.
"What?" I asked her.
"Tomorrow at school you are going to go up to him a get an answer!" Mimi exclaimed. Heads zipped around facing us, oh God this is embarrassing!
"Mimi sit down! You're causing a scene!" I scolded.
Mimi sat down looking flush and embarrassed.
"Okay what did you say before?" I asked her.
"Tomorrow at school, you Sora Takenouchi are going to walk up to Tai and get a straight answer from him! But first you have to tell him how you feel!" Mimi declared.
"What the hell?! When did I agree to listen to you?!" I practically screamed. I saw a few heads jerk back and look at me.
"Now who's making a scene?" Mimi smirked.
"Oh shut up! Even if I did want to tell him, I'd be too freaked to even go up to him!" I admitted. That's pretty damn sad, I really wish I could tell him though.
"Come on Sora! You can't just keep going on like this! You have to tell him! You know what? If you don't tell him tomorrow I will!" Mimi said.
"What?! I'd hate you forever!" I yelled. I don't give a damn anymore if I make a friggin' scene. If they don't like it they can shove it up my ass.
"That's something I'm willing to risk," Mimi stuttered.
"Fine! I'll tell him! I hope you are bloody happy!" I yelled. God! What the hell am I going to do? Oh, well he was going to find out eventually, I'll just spare him the tedious eternity of waiting.
"Good! Now let's go shopping to find you something to wear!" Mimi chirped and dragged me along.
"I never agreed to this either!" I told her but she just kept on walking. Oh hell, tomorrow is going to be an interesting day.
End of part 1
ookies ^.^ tee hee
Shorty-chan