This is the utmost worst time in my life! My god father is dead everyone looks at me as if I'm the omen Grim' Draco Malfoy is trying to kill me but knows about Sirius and wont let me forget! The teachers I swear are standing by waiting for me to break. One teacher unparticular Snape is waiting for me to yell in rage and get pleasure out of suggesting that I should be put in an insane asylum. My best friends look at me with pity and I can't help but hate the one man who is going through the same loss as I am and felling its full effects. Not to mention that I might not be the one who is able to defeat my greatest enemy Voldermort but instead a boy named Neville Longbottom who has never been good at magic. Now if this isn't the most terrible thing in anyone's life then someone inform me what is so I can feel sorry for someone else and not myself. I'm brought back to reality by the faint smell of chocolate which always fills lupin's classroom. I'm sitting in a chair opposite of his desk bloody and beaten waiting for a rather worn lupin to enter shame written all over his face ready to ask me why I did it why I beat Draco Malfoy to a bloody pulp. My answer simple and predictable he was talking about Sirius. And then lupin will respond by saying
"Harry this is hard for you to hear and me to say but we need to get on with our lives Sirius is dead and we need to acknowledge this and move past it the best thing we can do is to forget!"
Then I will burst into tears rage rising into my voice and say and ill start yelling with my 16 years of pain and torture appearing strongly behind the words
"How can I forget about the man who was as close to a father as I have ever had? How could you forget about the man who was your best friend?"
There will be a long awkward silence in which I and Lupin take in all of what has just been said. Then Lupin speaks him voice calm and soft tears collecting in his eyes as he says the words
"What am I supposed to do please tell me because I don't know? You are excused Mr. Potter you are excused!"
I say anger still in my body as I turn to leave the words strong
"I hate you."
I leave his office turning around once to see a glimpse of him pulling out a stack of photos letting the held back tears flow onto his pale cheeks as he sits in silence tears dropping from his face onto the pictures.
How do I know this simple it's my second time in a month in this situation the situation of beating Draco Malfoy up.
Harry found himself dwelling on the pictures! What were they of? His mum dad Sirius? He didn't know but was going to find out. He casually walked over to lupins desk and pulled out the middle drawer to the great oak desk. In it a stack of photos lay and surprisingly enough a pensive! Harry cautiously went to grab the pictures but like the two years before the feeling of the classroom disappearing from under him happened once again.
He now found himself in a complete different surrounding! He was in a small muggel looking room with two couches facing one another and in between them a coffee table the walls were tan and there was a china cabinet filled with beautifully designed tea cups and an engraved silver tray. On the couches were who Harry recognized as the marauders minus peter his mother and his infant self. His father had Harry in his arms putting him up in the air and then gently bringing the baby back onto his lap looking at the infant smile giggle and claps its hands together. Lily his mother was smiling but motioned for lily to hand the baby to her. Sirius was looking at the baby with affection and Lupin smiled brightly at seeing not only Harry's expression but James's as well.
"Oh come on Lily just a couple more minutes he's wide awake still." Said James reluctantly giving the baby to her.
"Unless you want to be up all night with him then I suggest you let me put him to bed before he cant." Said Lily
"Um that's alright take him then." Said James disappointment in his voice.
Lily walked upstairs the baby in her hands saying something like your fathers a big baby just like you.
He watched his wife disappear up the stairs before he blurted out "do you know anything?"
"No sorry mate I haven't seen Seth in days and that's where I get all of my information from." Said Sirius a little worried.
Worry about what thought Harry to himself.
"What you mean she hasn't contacted anyone since she left last week." Said Lupin now worried himself.
"Not me!" said James "and not Lily."
"Where could she be then?" Asked Lupin
"You might want to ask the lead auror or even check right behind you in that case." Came a woman's voice from behind them.
Well that just wouldn't be possible now would it the lead auror is Seth! Said Sirius turning his head to see a rather bloody and beaten blonde woman with hazel eyes and what would be tan skin with exception that she had lost by appearance a lot of blood.
"Oh my bloody god what the hell happened to you? Said lupin getting up along with James and Sirius to go get a good look at what happened to the woman.
"I don't wish to talk about it" said Seth.
"Now talking along those lines I would just like to say that even though this may sound absurd it is very much true and that I have witnessed it myself . it is very hard for me to say but......." Seth choked on her words because of the pain now peeking through her voice.