Chapter one

Bella pov

I was standing there in the forest looking at the place where Edward disappeared from, Replaying the words over and over in my head like a track on repeat say I'm leaving to protect you. I love you Isabella, I'll never forget you. My heart was shattering, I slid down the tree that was holding my trembling unsteady body and laid on the cold damp forest floor while listening to everything around me. I couldn't move my whole body felt like it was breaking.

Jacobs pov

I was in my garage working on my rabbit in some old jeans and a white t-shirt that was getting small since all the growing I was doing. Dad said it was another growth spurt. While working on the rabbit I thought I smelled something that smelled like strawberries mixed with some smell I didn't recognize. For some strange reason my since of smell has been better, my ears can hear things that I shouldn't be able to hear and also my eye sight has been better. When I smelled the slight smell of strawberries I knew who it was but it was the other smell that got me curious so I stepped out of my garage and I saw him. He was carrying my Bella but she wasn't moving. I ran as fast as I could to get to her at the tree line. When I got to her she looked pale with tear stains down her cheeks something happen. I looked at one of the last people I wanted to see, Sam. The guy that took one of my childhood friend away from me Embry. I looked at Sam and then looked back at Bella . WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER SAM! My arms began to shake and everything started to blur when Sam took a step away and said she needs you right now I found her in the forest while I was out running and I knew you to use to be close so I thought you could help her. I stopped shaking as soon as he said she needed me so I scooped her into my arms and she whispered Jake and she went back out. I walked in to mine and my dad's house, my dad wasn't home he was out with harry Clearwater so I walked in my room and laid Bella on my too small bed since I've been growing so much and she looked so peaceful so I covered up with one of the blankets I had and I was about to walk out and I heard her say no please don't leave Jake please. So I turned around and laid on the bed which I barely fit on not so sure we both could but I got in the bed and pulled her to me and she curled up into my side and said please don't leave don't leave like he did and I said I won't bells I promise and she closed her eyes and drifted to sleep. I kissed her head and let myself drifted off to sleep.

Bellas pov

I fell asleep in Jacobs warm arms knowing I was safe from anything that could possibly hurt me. When I woke up I was sweating and I couldn't breathe so I got up pulled off my clothes and went over to Jacobs closet and got out a huge t-shirt and opened the window and I crawled back into bed and snuggled up into the arms of my best friend. I woke up to an empty bed and I started to panic. He left me. He said he wouldn't he left me just like he did. I started to cry because nothing I could do to make him come back to me and now my best friend even left.

Jacobs pov

I was down the hall make something to eat when I heard her start to cry I dropped my bowl of cereal and ran to her she was curled up into a ball crying. I went up to her scooped her into my arms. hey, hey its ok bells look at me it ok what's wrong. She looked at my face and I could barely her what she said. She said you didn't leave and I just hugged her closer and said I told you I would never leave. We sat there on my bed until she was sobbing anymore. Finally, I ask what happen bells you know you can talk to me

"hh-he left"

"bells shhhh it ok it ok im here"

"did you call my dad to let him know I was here"

"no when we got here we just fell asleep ill go call if you want me to"

"sure, sure go call please Im not sure I can do it right now".

So I got up off the bed and headed to the kitchen where the wall phone stayed. I called the number I knew by heart. The phone ringed 3 times before I heard a voice say

"Hello"

"hey Charlie its Jacob I was just calling to tell you Bella came over last night really upset so she slept her last night in my bed while I slepted on the couch. I was just calling to let you know she was ok."

I waited for a response and then he finally said

"thank you I've been worried sick"

"no problem ill make sure she gets hope ok"

"Thanks Jake"

"bye Charlie"

"bye Jacob"

Bellas pov

I sat there on his bed waiting for him to call my dad. Finally, jake walked back in the room and came to sit by me I just sat there not wanting to move all the feelings and emotions where hitting me lick a brick. Every word he said last night was playing in my head. I was complete shock over what happened last night. I looked over at Jacob who was watching me like I was the world. Finally, I said

"he left"

"are you ok, bells"

"no it hurts"

"its ok im here for you whenever you need me ill be here."

Bellas pov

He pulled me into his lap and I straddled his lap. That's when I finally noices what we both had on. I only had on one of his big tshirsts and my panties while he only had on boxers. I looked up at him to realise that he was blushing

"um bells I um"

"oh im sorry "

I hopped off of him and just stood there completly embarrassed as to what just happened he stood up and fixed himself and I just stood there looking at my feet not knowing what to say or do.

"bells"

"yea"

"im sorry about that"

"its ok "

I stood there waiting for him to go put on some jeans or something but he did right the opposite he sat down and pulled me down to him where I was straddling his lap again and he said

"I know you and that guy just broke things off but I want you to know that im crazy about you."

I didn't know what to say or do my head was spinning around and around

"hey you don't have to say anything but I just wanted to tell you how I feel"

" jake, I just got my heart broken and I don't know what to think right now. My head fells like its spinning right now and"

I got cut off by him kissing me at first I just stayed still not knowing what was happening but as soon as I realized what was happening I kissed him back. I didn't know how to feel but kissing him made everything disappear. I felt his tongue on my bottom lip I opening my mouth to deepen the kiss and the kiss felt like nothing I've ever imagined. Kissing Edward always was so cold but with Jacob it was warm and intense before I knew what was happening I was on my back on his bed with Jacob hovering over me. I wrapped my legs around his torso and he moaned against my mouth while grinding himself against me then he pulled away.

"why'd you kiss me"

"to show you what you could have"

"now let's get you home. Get dress I'll be waiting in the rabbit"

On the ride home it was very quiet I just couldn't help but to think of Jacob different after that kiss he was no longer the little boy I made mud pie with the guy sitting beside me was the complete opposite. I was interrupted by the sound of his voice

"bells did you hear me"

"im sorry whatd you say"

"I said were here"

That's when I notice we were in front of my house. We sat there until I said

"sorry about last night"

"its ok bells ill always be there for you even if its just as a friend"

"What if I didn't want you just as a friend"

"what are you saying bells"

"im saying is that im not sure if I just want you as a friend but I need time to think about things."

He just smiled and I went to huge him but when I did he was burning up.

"jake your burning up you need to see a doctor"

"yea I have been feeling off today"

"just get home and get some rest call me in the morning and let me know how your felling. Okay"

"ok night bells"

"night jake"

After I got out of the car I went inside my house and watched in the window for him to pull off. When I couldn't see his car anymore I went upstairs to take a shower, after my shower I pulled on my most comfy sweats and fell asleep.