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Chapter 1: The Begining of the Worst Nightmare
I climbed out of bed slowly wanting to get back to the dream world, but knowing that I couldn't let myself fade away. I took a deep breath as I got into my wheelchair and started rolling it towards the kitchen to get something to eat. I opened every cabinet, but all of them were as empty as me. Nevermind I thought that would be false. I was emptier than those cabinets. I was nothing. All I am is dust that easily goes away, but this cabinet was something it had great texture and was always seen. Therefore, I was absolutely nothing compared to the cabinet itself. I quickly rolled to the bathroom and splashed my face with water trying to get these downgrading thoughts out of my head. I looked up into the mirror and whispered. "I am somebody. I am unique and special in my own way, and I refuse to give in to the torture. Even though others may bring me down I will not go to their level." I rolled away from the mirror feeling more energized now that I had given myself my daily pep talk.
"I quickly braced myself before logging onto PesterChum only to see a new list of downgradings from Vriska.
arachnidsgripem began trolling /emadiostoreadorem
AG: Heeeeeeeey Tavros want to play a game.
AG: It'll 8e fun...
AG: Hey low8lood get on already
AG: Worthless disa8led freak play a game with me
AG: Meet me 8y the 8each to play a game by noon or else.
AG: See you there Tavros
"I closed my computer quickly knowing that I was doomed once again. I don't like Vriska, but I really had no choice but to go. After all she was right. I am a nobody just a worthless, disabled troll. Plus she could control trolls especially me since I'm so weak and pathetic. I rolled along out of my hive and towards the beach regretting ever being born. Sometimes in my darkest of hours I would wish that Vriska would kill me already, or about any troll at that. I didn't like myself. I didn't like the trolls around me either. I hated everything that had to do with anything. My only true place of peace was in the dream bubbles when I fell asleep. I looked up slowly as I rolled along when Terezi started walking by me. I just lowered my head slightly and tried to get along quickly.
"H3y 1s th4t T4vros 1 sm3ll."
I looked up slowly at her. "uHHH, yEAH, iT'S ME." I said quietly.
"Wh3r3 4r3 you go1ng th3n. W41t don't t3ll m3 Vr1sk4 w4nts to rol3pl4y 4g41n do3sn't sh3?"
"wELL, yEAH," I said staring at her wishing she'd just go on her way once again I didn't want to be there late knowing her. I shivered at the thought of what she might do to me or even have me do to myself or the others. "wELL, i JUST,,, rEALLY NEED TO GO NOW,, sO BYE." I quickly rolled away not wanting anything else to happen or run into anyone else. As I rolled along I saw once again Sollux over the by the same old grave. Vriska had made him kill Aradia and he blamed himself. It was a pitiful sight, but that's why I had no friends or at least not anymore. I used to have two friends. Tinkerbull and Terezi. Vriska had me run over Tinkerbull and kill him with my wheelchair. then to make everything worse, she convinced everyone that I was crazy. Terezi used to be my friend or so I thought. She never was my friend to my disappointment. I knew the other trolls around here, but I only knew them as aqauntices for my safety and theirs. I finally arrived at the beach and awaited my doom.
I rolled towards a small rock right next to the water and pushed myself off my chair and sat on it. I felt the cool water wash over me. This place was so peaceful and far away from anyone. Soon this place would be filled with terrible memories though from whatever Vriska was planning. I closed my eyes as the cool ocean air swept over me.
I awoke soon afterwards to seeing a clown staring at my face. I jolted up surprised and slipped into the mud.
"Oh, SoRrY MoTheRfUcKeR i DiDn'T mEaN To AlL uP aNd ScArE yOU."
I slowly looked up at the clown. This was Gamzee Makara a Highblood. I twitched as I looked at the blood on my elbow from jumping into the rock. But quickly covered it not wanting any more attention drawn on me.
"So WhAt BrInGs A tRoLl LiKe YoU tO mY mOtHeRfUcKiNg FaVoRiTe SpOt."
My mind started racing and my heart beated loudly. Here I was in front of one of the top highbloods and I was sitting in their spot. I gulped slowly and got on my wheelchair quickly and rolled away as fast as I could. That's when I realized that today may be the beginning of my worst nightmare. First there was Vriska tormenting me and now to top it all off there was a highblood most likely after me for sitting in his spot. Today wasn't going well so far.
So what is going to happen to Tavros now at the beach? Stay tuned for the next chapter which I am hoping to post eithor really late tonight or tomorrow. So that's the first chapter. I hope all of you guys enjoyed it. Please leave reviews to let me know how I'm doing. I am always open to advice and even critizing in case I'm not doing a good job. Just leave your reviews and enjoy.