This is my first Host Club fic. So please dont be mad at me if it stinks.

Summary: Hikaru asked Haruhi out a couple of weeks ago and ever since Kaoru has been feeling more neglected. Their little world has started to crumble around Kaoru all thanks to Haruhi. Now he is having nightmares of completely losing his twin. And because of that loses sleep too. Will he be able to get Hakaru back or will he lose to Haruhi?

Disclaimer: I dont own Host Club. but i wouldnt mind having the twins to keep. :-p

Chapter 1

Brown eyes snapped open as a red head sat bolt up right in bed. He was panting and a small layer of sweat was covering his body. It was another nightmare. Fifth one this week in fact, and it was only Wednesday. Slowly he slipped off his bed and walked over to the door connecting his room with his twin's. Peeking through a creak he saw the other boy sleeping peaceful sucking on his thumb, a stuffed cat pressed close to his chest. She had given him that cat after their first date. Now he doesn't sleep without it.

"Sweet dreams, Hikaru." Kaoru whispered before closing the door and going back to his bed. Hopeful the nightmare would not return again tonight.

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"Kaoru, it's time to wake up. You'll be late for school if you don't." His mom's voice floated up from somewhere downstairs.

Slowly brown eyes slid opened. The nightmare had returned two more times that night. After the third time he stayed up until about an hour ago. He didn't need a mirror to tell him of the bags below his eyes. But this wasn't going to stop him from going to school and being close with the person he loved more then anything and feared him being stolen away the most.

"Kaoru are you awake yet?" his mom asked opening the door. Ten minutes had passed since she originally called to him.

"Yes mom, I'm awake."

"Good. Now, your breakfast is in the kitchen along with some lunch money. Your brother left earlier to pick up Haruhi and bring her to school. And don't forget your father and I are leaving on our island vacation today, so you and Hikaru will have the house you yourselves for a few weeks."

"Alright mom, see you when you get back then." Kaoru watched his mom retreat down the stairs before flopping down on his bed again. A sudden wave of sadness washed over him as he realized his world with only his brother in it was slowly disappearing. For the past fifteen years they have done everything together. Now a girl was intruding in their happiness and he didn't like it or want it. He was determined to do something about this. He just had to figure out what though.

Sighing, Kaoru turned his head towards the clock he realized how late he was. He quickly changed into his school uniform and put his shoes before ran down the stairs and out the door, completely forgetting to grab his breakfast and lunch money.

Kaoru made it to school just in time to get to class before being late. When he walked in the room his usual seat next to Hikaru was taken by a new student leaving the only open seat in the back next to Nekozawa. Sighing Kaoru took the seat and pulled out his book and notebook getting ready for class. His gut was telling him that it was going to be a long day.

im probably off to a bad start. but this is just some random thoughts i had flood my head all of a sudden. so all i can say is review if you want to know what happens or dont review and i'll stop this silly idea before it gets too far.

thanx much

Lirin :-p