It was never easy for Lily to s h a r e
.
It was e a s y to see
what Lily was:
Sweet, &
She got good grades &
she was a Gryffindor (shewantedSlytherin..)
& she was Daddy's girl, wasn't she?
LilyLunaPotterLilyLunaPotter (She looks just like Lily!) LillyLunaPotterLilyLunaPotter (a good girl, that one)
Lily could handle her little secret little thoughts until:
Rose wanted
what she did.
The one she wanted needed feltsodeepinhersoul was perfect for her…
&the one that she couldn't have...
The OnlyFuckingThing LilyLunaPotter couldn't have.
She wasn't as pretty as VictorieRoseLucyMollyRoxy,
she knew that.
But she was such a sweet girl (maybe that's why...)
She was smart (was that it?)
Gryffindor blood and soul (I think that might be why.)
But she would give all that to be with him.
He was beautiful and wonderful and she wanted him sosobad.
But you know, Rose loved him,
So LilyLunaPotter
gave up
Because, this Malfoy boy was really going nowhere, Lils.
Such a delinquent!
(What if he's like his father?)
Doesn't care about a n y t h i n g
(Neither does Lily anymore.)
Lily always dreamed about being the dangerous one with him.
They would snog in the hallways,
their Slytherin
(you're such a badbad girl, aren't you honey?)
robes crumpling under each other's hands. After Hogwarts, they would run away together.
She'd be that beautiful V.I.X.E.N, everyone wanted
(but her heart only belonged to him)
She didn't want to be "Oh! She looks like Lily!-Oh, what a nice girl!-True Gryffindor, that bird."
She wanted to be a DeViAnT
(but you're the goodgirl,baby)
Rose Weasley and Scorpius Malfoy were married the day they both turned seventeen.
("We were born on the same day, Lils! It's meant to be!")
LilyLunaPotter was the MaidOfHonor.
It was the summer before seventh year,
&it was sososunny &sopretty &doyouseeRose? She'sbeautiful!
Before the vows, Lily and Scorpius locked eyes and she knew E.x.a.c.t.l.y what he was thinking
He wished it was her…
LilyLunaPotter sat on the roof of The Burrow that night,
wondering rather to
j.
u.
m.
p.
or not …
When Lily returned for her seventh year at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, she was
(in a sick&twisted sort of way,)
what she always wanted to be
Her eyes were cold, &her tongue spit fire.
She wore her skirt a
little
bit
higher than normal.
She was that beautiful v ixe n with the red hair.
She had boys wrapped around her fingers like rings, wore them like chains around her neck
(maybe like those scars on her wrists...)
She broke every one of their hearts because
they
where
not
him
LilyLunaPotter was found by Scorpius Malfoy with a spilled bottle of sleeping pills and a bottle of muggle whiskey by her head.
(good night, sweetie. Sweet dreams)
A little note was in her FireRed hair. It had six words on it that could-would
never
leave
his
head.
"Why Am I Not Good Enough?"