What is it worth to be the last elf in this reality… when I don't truly live…
It all started 22 years or so ago. At that time I thought I was just a wizard just like my parents. When I was 11 I went to Hogwarts and made some good friends and had a load of fun. Though Voldermort did cause some despair ( stupid name anyway). Then I came into my inheritance at age 17… well it changed my life for the worst. It turned out that somewhere along the line my family had married an elf or so, because during my inheritance I turned into a freaking royal elf…
It wouldn't have been so bad except that there hasn't been an royal elf in millennia. They all went to a different reality since this one wasn't save for them anymore. Well that turned my life into a hell… When Dumbledore found out I turned into a elf he in his infinite wisdom decided to protect me by locking me in a room for my own safety . That all because Voldermort would be out to kill me… Well that would probably have been better than me being kept "save" . I haven't been allowed to leave this room ever since they found out, even my parents haven't been able to come and visit because they were so called in the league with Voldermort. Dumbledore has been my only visitor together with minister fudge and all the later ministers. I can look out of the window but I can never go out there, I feel locked in without a future. The only thing that has kept me partly sane was that I had complete access to the library. Without those books I wouldn't be here anymore. And one of them is my salvation, my escape from this hell I am living in atm.
In one of the so called dark books there was talk about a portal, this portal would take you to a different reality. The other reality is decided by your greatest wish, it will put you in the reality that mostly resembled what you wish for. I guess I can understand why it is called dark, because you could go to a different realty and destroy it. But for me it is my only chance for freedom. I have tried so often to escape but me changing into an elf made me lose the wizarding powers I had.
In a few hours I will be ready to make the portal, the house elves are more than happy to help me with getting what I need. Seems I can overrule any bond that the wizards have over them. They would have helped me escape if they could but their magic isn't strong enough for that. But when they found out about me making a portal to leave this reality they were eager to help me, they didn't like to see me leave this reality but they saw what being here did to me. When I have started setting up the portal no one will be able to stop me not even damn Dumbledore, it will be nice to see him watch and not being able to do anything about it. The portal only lets 1 person trough and will close afterwards. There will be no indication of what reality I went to, so I hope I will be able to start a new life there… I certainly hope so…