Disclaimer: I do not own twilight. I wish i did. All belongs to the lovely SM!!!!! damn her :)

The wind ravaged my hair as i sat curled up on the edge of my bed. It had become habit for me to leave my window open, hoping this was all a horrible dream. That he would still want me, that he'd come through my window like he always had.

For a moment i welcomed the cold wind, remembering his icey touch eased my the pain of my wounds just that little bit more.

"Bella..?"

I was trying to ignore the presence at my window... it was not the one i longed for.

"Bella.. Can i come in?" Jacob stood hunched over in my window.

"Sure, why not" After all wouldn't want my window to go unused.

I sighed and stared at the window.

"You know i would have used the front door but Charlie would have made me into a fur skin rug at this time of night" Jacob grinned trying to lift my spirits.

I looked up at him with a blank face.

"Aye can't blame a guy for trying bells"

His grin sunk into a smile as he sat next to me on the bed.

I shuddered away from the warm heat of his body.

He didn't seem to notice as he fiddled with something in his hand that instantly caught my attention.

For a second i held my breath.

"What the..?"

I couldn't get my sentence out... Comes with not breathing i guess..

Jacob's grin returned.

"Oh this.. This thing . It's nothing, really" His voice was playful.

He hid the object in his pocket.

I instantly moved on the bed to try and reach it.

"Maybe tonight isn't the best time to be curious bells. After all you do need your rest and if i make you all upset because i got you a gift i might just have to stay here all night to make it up to you.."

Sounding inconspicuous isn't your best talent i must admit.

I could tell he was waiting for me to jump over his lap to his pocket, Jacob was never good at keeping secrets especially when it came to me.

I paused for a moment, what bad could come from Jacob getting me a gift. I would normally not enjoy it but i really did need to be cheered up.

Yeah sure I'd have to deal with his snoring but atleast i wouldnt feel completely along.

I moved closer to Jacob ready to pounce over his lap.

But before i could even blink he was holding the object in his left hand close to mine.

"Bells the night that he left you in the forest i knew that you would never be the same. I know you are tough and that every day gets hard for you" i cringed at the thought of where he was heading.

"That's why i kept this for you..."

His hand opened up and there lay a black leather like chain, tied into the middle was a large looking tooth.

"Is that what i think it is.?" I didn't really know what else to say.

"Well ye it is. I'm still new to the phasing haven't perfected it yet. i want you to have my tooth that came out the first time i phased. I have been saving it. Sorta somthing to bring you luck i hope" Jacob gestured his hand towards mine as he looked at me with pleading eyes.

"Oh Jake!"

Sorry Jake i tried to make it sound as less fake as possible.

I took the necklace with his tooth and decided to put it around my neck after all if it was lucky then i certainly needed it, even on a good day.

"Here let me." Jacob reached around my neck to tie it up.

I fiddled with the tooth between my fingers for a short while.

"Jake why is it so big?" It's massive!

Why wouldn't it be human sized?

"Well the first tooth that falls out during a phase doesn't change back. Maybe that's why they say its lucky" Jacobs tone changed, it suddenly become a bit softer... Softer than normal.

"Sam gave his to Emily... I want you to have mine" Jacob said quietly.

"Even if you don't wear it after tonight" He spoke quicker due to my silence.

He looked a bit uneasy as it dragged on.

What can i say to this?! Sam gave his to Emily... Does he think , No of course he doesn't

"Jake of course I'll wear it."

And right at that moment i could swear i saw his ears perk, he turned to me with the brightest smile.

He does look sorta like a big puppy when he is happy. not complaining

We both lay down on my bed looking at the dark ceiling as the storm outside grew louder.

For a short while we were silent, Listening to the rain upon the roof.

"Aye Bells?" He asked still not moving.

"Yeah Jake?"

He seemed to pause.

"I would have never left you.." his voice was no more than a whisper.

I let out a sigh.

"I know... But you are no Edward" My edward

I made my voice sound as tender and caring as i could. I just hoped he understood.

After all Edward had left me. But i still considered him mine.