Hey guys! This is my first story soo pleaseee be nice :)

I love these characters and decided to play with their lifes "muahaha"

I own nothing but my imagination and plot. Names are all by Stephanie Meyer.

What if Edward came back five years later to find Bella, a graduate from one of the best colleges in Washington, who was engaged to Jacob Black? Everything seemed to be going well until she sees him. BxE BxJ

Chapter One

I've been stuck in the same place for so long. After I left Brazil to see if she was doing what I left her to do, I couldn't stay away. Her backyard became my home, my shelter. Every afternoon I would climb one of the trees next to her window and admire her. I would drown in her beauty. She has gotten more shape these past years. Her body seemed fit, with curves, gentle and smooth. Her hair grew longer and healthier. She was slightly whiter than most people in Forks, but with a touch of pink in her cheeks. She also seemed more aware of things, more in control of her surroundings. She started drinking coffee and wearing a little makeup which was rare. She looked stunning!

I would do anything to just feel her skin on mine. Her warm lips twirl around my lips, to feel her hair blocking the world covering both our faces. I closed my eyes trying to brush away the thoughts. She was happy, so it seemed. She graduated college with honers.

She was also dating Jacob. I growled quietly at the thought. Out of thousands, millions of people in the world, she would choose Jacob. I smiled weakly. Of course she would. Jacob's Bellas best friend, the kid who loved her almost as much as I did...

Every night before she would go to bed, she would lean into her bedroom window and stare into the forest, directly at me as if she could see me there. Her eyes would water, a tear would fall, she would wipe it away to regain herself, and finally close the window. I knew what she was crying for. If I could just wipe those tears for her and kiss her goodnight.

After a few hours had gone by, I decided to go see her from up close. I never crossed her window again, but tonight I couldn't contain my desire anymore. I had to go for an closeup view. As I climbed down the tree I came upon Jacob for the first time. How did he know I was here?

"You." He growled at me. Why was he half naked? He didn't even look like the kid I use to hate.

And so I read his thoughts. He had become one of them, just like his ancestors.

"The legend has come again." I managed to say.

"I believe so. If you came here to see if she's OK, shes perfectly fine. You can leave." As he talked, I looked into his mind and into her smiles, her giggles, then through her pain. She has been through so much pain because of me. What have I done?

"She's gone through enough Edward, please, please leave us alone. Shes finally eating without everyone reminding her she has to eat to survive. We are getting married. This is what you wanted." He pleaded.

No. No, this is not what I wanted. I wanted to be with her forever. I wanted to grow old with her, to have kids, grand kids and to die together calmly after a long lived happy life with my Bella.

"Not with one of you..." I whispered, still mesmerized by her in his memories. He kissed her, he felt her underneath his skin and I could feel it too. I closed my eyes in anguish. Why did I leave her, I love her for gods sake! "I.. I just wanted to see her for the last time. I'm leaving tomorrow." I hoped he'd Understand.

"Are there others of your kind in the area?" Jacob asked.

"No. Just me. I promise not to bother anymore. I just need to see her Jacob. Please. I need to say MY goodbyes. I wont wake her."

Jacob thought for a while. What if he steals her... what if she wakes up? What if he sucks the living blood out of her?

"I wont Jacob. I just want to be next to her." I answered his doubts.

"Ok. But tonight is the last time you'll ever step in Washington correct?" His face concerned and looking up at Bella's house.

"Yes." I lied.

"Good...Do Bella a favor Edward. Let her live. Let her be. And stay the hell out of our lives and my thoughts!"

He was right, just a touch, a glimpse of Bella's lips, that's all I wanted.

I nodded and he ran, ripping into full fur and gone deep in the forest.

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