A.N.- This is an AU Story, Anakin and Obi-wan both have children Adame and Qui- Gon, Adi is 6, qui-gon 8, so 8 years have passed since AOTC.. the story is told from Qui- Gon's PoV. this is my first story so reviews would be nice.

She's Dead... She's Dead... Qui-Gon, dreaming isn't gonna bring her back... No matter how often I told myself this I was not entirely sure if I believed it. I couldn't live without her, it was just too hard, i told her younger brother i couldn't, i'm not so sure he listened. "I love you... Please... remem... re.. member.. th... that" Yes those were her dying words to me. She died as a hero, she died in all of our places: Luke's, Leia's, Han's, everybody. Adi was never the type to let the one she loved die. If only i could be so strong, i could've saved her. Luke says it was meant to be, that her death resurrected Anakin, that it was her noble sacrifice that was the fire that melted the ice around Vader's heart, making him Anakin again. I guess she was just following Padme's request. "Ad, there's st.. till go..od in.. Anakin.. please save him... for.. me..ple..as...e" That's when it came to me, i can save her, all i have to do is go back in the past and change it, if i change Anakin's destiny, i can save her's as well, i can save my wife. Before i left, my father's spirit warned me. " Qui-gon, what you wish is a dangerous path, changing the past has never been done before, what make's you so sure you can?' he asked this with a sorrow filled face. My eyes gleemed with determination as i replied "Because i love her and with love, there is no impossible, it's simply her, i have to save her and that's why i will." " I see my son, do what you must, May the force be with you." he replied. " I will and Father, may the force be with you as well" I responded with somehting i hadn't said for 20 years. He grinned " Considering I am a part of the force, i would say that it usually is, my son" his voice lingered even as it faded away.

So here i stood in front of the Jedi Council, let's be honest I was terrified, because not only had I broken my mandate, but i now had to tell them about doing so. "Hmm come before us you have, recognize you, i do not, explain this to me.. hmm." he spoke as if he was not the wise master everyone said he was. He was patiently waiting my reply. Is Master Skywalker in this room?" I asked quietly delaying the inevitable. "No, but here he shall be soon, you concern with skywalker is what exactly?' he asked giving me a confused look. I averted his gaze and spoke calmly my voice never wavering " He's coming, good because he needs to hear this, i am very adamant about speaking before him" my blue eyes quietly asessed the situation. At the very moment, my eyes wandered to the door, my father burst in and following was him.her father.. the man who i believed was responsible for death and the death of millions of othersAnd so it began, i said to myself. Taking a deep breath, i began.

Oooh Cliffie, hehe i am evil...No.. not really