Hey this is Nikki, I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while on my other two stories... I have not dropped them I will be continuing them as well as this new story...
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Inuyasha... I do not wanna own Inuyasha... Sesshomaru however... is another story completely...
So here's my latest story...
Dreams of the Sweet Forbidden
Chapter one... Love vs Lust
Kagome laid in her bed and stared at her ceiling... "I can't face him... I just can't..." she whispered "and her... how could she do that... I don't care if she was drunk... sorry can't fix this... she's supposed to be my friend..."
FLASHBACK
It was a normal evening in feudal Japan... except in one village a special girl was celebrating her first New Years since she turned 18.. And she was helping all the villagers to understand that you can party just to party...
They'd all had plenty of sake and Kagome was walking around looking for Inuyasha to have a serious, alcohol induced conversation...
She was walking through the village and heard Sango's voice through the door of Kaede's hut. She opened the door because she wanted to ask if she'd seen Inuyasha... but what she saw... she'd never forget... Sango was kissing Inuyasha...
Kagome broke down and ran from the hut and ran to the nearest hot spring...
"Why"... that's all she could say... why...She sensed a demon and didn't even turn to see who or what it was... "If you're going to kill me... go ahead... make it fast..."
"Bitch, tell me... where is my half- brother..."
But the Lord of the Western Lands received no response... So he walked over and lifted her by the collar of her shirt and said "Bitch- I asked you a questi..." then he saw the look on her face...
His question changed to "Why are you here?"
He slowly set her down and she looked up "honestly, lord, I was running and I seriously have no idea where I am, but that doesn't matter does it... and if you want to find your damn brother... look for him.. I'm not his bitch... I'm not his keeper..."
"Where do you need to be wench?" He asked somewhat harshly...
"The bone-eaters well, my lord Sesshomaru..." she was trembling... the alcohol was beginning to make her very tired.
"I believe that, that particular well is..." he pointed east.. "That way"
"Sesshomaru... I think I came from that way.. If you wanna find Inuyasha" she got up and started to walk east "and Sesshomaru ...thanks"
She was almost out of the little clearing when she just collapsed.
When she woke up she was in Kaede's hut... a more sober Sango was sitting beside her..
"Kagome, I'm so sorry... I've never drunk that much before... I swear I didn't mean to... I swear... we've been friends for over three years... you know I'd never do that.. I didn't even remember doing it til Miroku assumed it was his fault.. That he wasn't showing me enough attention... Please Kagome.. I'm so sorry..." Sango was frantic...
"Yeah I understand its fine Sango.. Sake does crazy things to people... you know... shit happens..." Kagome lied... she wasn't ok, but she'd accept it for now...
"Sango" Kagome broke the silence "I think I should go home for a few days.. I just have to ask you something... How did I get back... I just remember passing out in the forest..."
"Well Sesshomaru brought you back..."
"Crap...what did Inuyasha say???"
"Well honestly... Inuyasha hurt him pretty bad because Sesshomaru said that it was none of his business why he had you..."
"Thanks Sango" Kagome walked out of the hut. And found Inuyasha sitting on a log...
"Where the fuck were you last night bitch?!" he demanded...
"Well... I thought I'd got SIT by the hot springs and watch the stars.. And while I was SITing I saw Sesshomaru" Kagome said defiantly.. She knew that Inuyasha wasn't that drunk last night.. He just wanted some ass...
"What were you doing with that bastard?... Answer me bitch!"Inuyasha was shouting...
"Well that's none of your business now is it? I was having fun with and amazing man... not a boy like you..." she lied just to piss him off...
"You bitch"
"Now if you don't mind.. I'm going home... I don't know when I'll be back..." she said and started to walk "why don't you just SIT an think about what an ass you've been"
She walked through the forest... she was looking for him... she knew that if he was really hurt, that he wouldn't be able to make it back to his palace...
Then she sensed it.. A very strong demon was close by... she then saw him leaning against a tree wincing in pain as he tried in vain to clean his wound...
"Sesshomaru..." she whispered...
"What...-wince- can't you see that I'm busy"
"Do you want help??"
He had his shirt off and he had a huge gash across his stomach and chest.
"I don't need a human's help...especially not from my brother's bitch..." Sesshomaru hissed.
But Kagome ignored him and walked up to him... she put her hand on his chest and he winced... her hand glowed and his wound started to heal...
"Thanks for helping me last night"
She walked away and headed toward the well that would take her back home...
END FLASHBACK
Kagome was thinking of Inuyasha but then she thought about Sesshomaru..
"Do I really love Inuyasha... I mean look how easily I was swayed away from those feelings..." she talked aloud to herself... "maybe if I sleep... It'll make more sense in the morning..."
So she slept...
DREAM SEQUENCE
Kagome was in a black room and she was crying... there were two demons sitting in front of her.. Well to be more precise... A demon and a half demon...
"Do you really love him Kagome or is it just lust..."
She knew that she was destined to be with one of the brothers but she felt strongly about both of them... but it was obvious she was in love with one and in lust with they other... but which was which.. Who did she love...
One of the brothers walked up to Kagome and pulled her into his lap as said "please don't cry Kagome... I will always love you..."
Kagome looked him in his gorgeous golden eyes... and whispered the three words that have changed lives..."I love you"...
The other brother stood in shock "that isn't fair, you get everything brother... you always have... Kagome... why..."
The dream ended with Kagome walking away hand in hand with the man she's chosen... with the man she loved..."
END DREAM...
"That was confusing as hell.. I mean do I love him... he doesn't really open up to me... he has hurt me before... but somehow when I look in his beautiful eyes I feel at home... even if we're in the heat of battle..." Kagome was very deep in thought "but does he care about me at all?"
She decided she needed a change so she went to her closet and pulled out a pink micro mini skirt and black leggings, she grabbed a black plunging neckline shirt and a cute cropped jean jacket... she grabbed a bunch of cute outfits and stuffed then into her new backpack and grabbed make-up and a compact mirror... 'I'll impress his ass off'...
She also grabbed a really nice kimono from her mom's closet...
She could pull of any look it took... If he didn't love her she didn't know what to do...
When you fall in love... and I mean really fall in love... its an amazing feeling... her heart skipped a beat just at the thought of seeing him again... but how could she tell if he liked her at all...
"He must like me... he wouldn't protect me if he didn't at least care about me a little..."
Kagome felt so stupid... she was talking to herself now...
"Please dear Kami... let him love me... please..."
BACK WITH INUYASHA AND THE GANG...
"Inuyasha why do you always make Kagome leave...?" Shippou asked sadly...
"She's just a bitch Shippou... she would have left even if I didn't do anything and you know what..." Inuyasha was cut short when he smelled the un mistakable scent of his brother...
"...Sesshomaru..." he hissed...
"I'm not here for you... I need to speak with the miko... where is she...?" Sesshomaru nonchalantly glanced around not seeing her...
"That's none of your business bastard..."
"I didn't give you the option of not telling me... where is the miko?"
Inuyasha drew his sword...
"Ugh you, my DEAR brother are not even worth it..." and he flew away on that magically appearing cloud...
BACK WITH KAGOME
she was trying to study... she was supposed to take a make up final... but she knew she'd have to re-schedule...
Again... she was TRYING to study, but all she had done was write his name over and over in hearts with arrows in them...
She hadn't eaten in over a day... she was hungry.. She went down to get a snack and when she opened the fridge she pulled out an orange... and this was her thought process: oranges are nice.. They're orange which is like yellow... yellow's like gold... oh he has the most amazing eyes and his lips look so kissable... I love him so much... oh...woah beer...
She grabbed a beer and an orange and a pear...she ate the fruit then drank the beer... then she drank another...and another... and...
WITH SESSHOMARU
'I remember she said something about this damn well... but what about it...???'
So like any curious dog... he jumped in and was transported into the future..
A now drunk Kagome sensed a demon with a jewel shard and ran outside and attached herself to Sesshomaru... her arms locked around her waist...
"Don't let go sesshhhhoomaru or we'll fall of it..."
Sesshomaru was slightly amused at the obviously drunk miko...
"Fall off what miko?"
"The earth... its always spinning you know...!"
"Where is your family?"
"They aren't here... I think the fell of the earth... they didn't hold on tight enough..."
'Wow...she is completely drunk... hell... I just wanted to ask her a favor..'
"Kagome.. How about I take you to your room..." He picked up the frantically shit faced Kagome and walked her to her room by following her scent...
He laid her on her bed and sat on her floor... he would keep watch.. On the of chance his brother showed up.. There could be trouble...
Kagome soon fell asleep on her bed.
Sesshomaru laid on her floor and closed his eyes... 'its so calming here... no patrolling my lands..."
He also fell asleep...
But he woke up a few hours later when he heard Kagome talking in her sleep...
"No Inuyasha don't hurt him.. He was just trying to help... Inuyasha if you do it I'll hate you forever... no STOP...Sessh..omaru...no Sesshomaru... please no... Sesshomaru..."
She was crying in her sleep...Sesshomaru wasn't sure what to do... I mean he couldn't just let her cry... he shook her on the shoulder to wake her up... "miko...miko...Kagome?"
She woke up and grabbed her head from her hangover... "ugh.. Sesshomaru...? ugh... what do you need?
"I was just wondering if you could heal my arm... the one that... Inuyasha..cut off.."
"Well I could certainly try"
she placed her hands on his shoulder and concentrated and her hands glowed pink and his arm started to grow back around the joint, but then it stopped and she got dizzy and almost fell... but Sesshomaru caught her... "are you ok?"
"Yeah I'm fine... but I'm sorry... I'm just not strong enough to do that yet... I need to find someone to train with and then maybe I can try again"
He just nodded and sat there... but she broke the silence...
"Sesshomaru.. I'm soo sorry about your arm..."
"Well you tried your best, you just need more training..."
"No, that's not it... I'm sorry I let Inuyasha do that to you... I didn't even know you... I shouldn't have assumed that Inuyasha knew best... I should have stopped him..."
"How about this, you train and then you can fix my arm and it wont matter anymore..."
"Could you train me... lord please... I could stay with you and work with Rin...you know like teach her...she's only what? 7 or 8?, I'm not that bothersome... I swear..."
"Fine" Sesshomaru responded...
"Oh thank you" she smiled and hugged him... but she quickly jumped back and apologized...
"now just to talk you Inuyasha..."
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