It's stranger than fiction
How you've decayed
I stare at myself in the mirror for a while. I'm completely naked.
It must be so lonely
Lost within your ways
I take the shiny blade in my hand, kissing it softly. My red hair flows down my back and I cringe. I make the first cut in a straight line in the valley of my breasts.
You're born alone, you die alone
The rest is yours to fill the gap
I'm evil. My friends probably hate me for being so annoying.
The world goes on without you here
Adjust or just collapse
I move the slick blade up my arm, leaving a trail of pretty red behind. I cut across my stomach and down my leg.
Is this what you wanted to be
Alone standing by yourself
Is this all you wanted to be
Or was that a cry for help
By yourself, by yourself, by yourself
I hate being alone, but I love it too. Lately I've just been holed up in my room.
Verbal grenades
You throw in vain
I can't believe you'd stoop so low
Of all the things you took away
I miss my mind the most
I hate the medication they put me on. Lithium. It's such an ugly word.
Is this what you wanted to be
Alone standing by yourself
Is this all you wanted to be
Or was that a cry for help
By yourself, by yourself, by yourself
I cut again, across my wrists. I cut down my eyebrow, I draw a pretty red line down my lips.
Is this what you wanted to be
Alone standing by yourself
Is this all you wanted to be
Or was that a cry for help!
I'm sliding into unconsciousness now. One last cut, in the form of a heart, on my side.
It's stranger than fiction
How you've decayed
It must be so lonely
Lost within your ways
Goodbye.