i wrote this one-shot in memory of a loved one i have lost. I am sorry for not updating everything falls apart. its just been really hard for me to deal with and this is similar to the circumstance i
encountered. this one-shot, written as a tribute, depicts the hopelessness and loneliness after her loved one has died.
The buzz of the naturally occurring sounds hit me. Such a nice little secret that I was involved in.
Where was the strong, sturdy wall I built to protect myself? Gone..... just like that. Within a second,
those bricks shattered and disintegrated, leaving me entirely vulnerable to the outsiders. My closest
ones stood next to me. Those cold-hearted, soulless people. They were supposed to be the closest
people to me on the planet, turns out, those closest to you, hurt you the most. That's what hurts. I used
to believe that those who suffered most would get their happiness as a reward. I also believed that
fairytales and happy endings existed for me. But no. It had to take the life of my beloved, leaving me
with the remains and the broken pieces to clean up. I'm too tired to move. Everyone is moving ahead,
leaving me behind. As I watch them take their every step ahead of me, I can only stare and feel the wind
lift my bubblegum pink hair off my shoulders. He told me that he loved me and the one special thing to
separate me from the crowd was my hair. I loved his every compliment, his every joke, his every laugh,
but now, I hate the silence, the dry chuckles, the dreary mood. This will be a dream I will never wake up
from, nor will I will myself to wake up. It is over. Life, happiness, dreams, hope and love. No longer will
they exist in my heart. This is the end of the road.
Thank you for reading. i will try to update my other story ASAP