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She knows there is no way everything will go back the way it was, when they were all happy together, smiling together and having fun together. There is no way at all. Now as she stands in a corner in her room, she wonders what would have happen if they were able to come back home safely. Would they be able to subside the traumas they had faced together or would they split up for a while, knowing it's best if they take these matters in their own hands.
Naomi Nakashima, the once bright and cheery teenage girl, stands with her face staring at nothing in particular for her mind wanders far from where she is now. Her eyes, red and puffy from crying, underneath you can see large dark rings forming showing that she lacks the amount of sleep she needs.
She lives in a routine. She would always wake up, realizing that she's living in a nightmare. A nightmare knowing that Seiko Shinohara, her best friend and the person she just killed, would never be able to be in.
Her mother then will give her food asking for anything she needs and, of course, tries to bring her out of her room. She never responds. Although she tries to help her for her own good, Naomi knows that her mother thinks she's crazy. Almost everybody does and that made her desperately lock herself up in that god forsaken room.
The rest of her friends visit her from time to time trying to bring her out of that shell of hers. They miss her so much since she understands that they're attempting to heal from their traumatic experiences together. The brown haired girl knows that it's best to handle these on her own.
'It's not that I don't trust them.' she would always reassure herself every time she pushes them away.
She sometimes ends up remembering the fun times with her extremely energetic friend and would always unconsciously mutter out her name. Sometimes, she screams in pain and agony realizing that Seiko is never coming back, and also catching her mother's attention despite her screams of being left alone. It angers her that her mother would go so far to hire her a psychiatrist. It's not because she is that crazy, right? After all, she is not lying about having a best friend at school which is supposedly not even real, as if her existence has been erased. NO! She was sure that she had been real and living before this madness had happened.
If it weren't for that accursed charm, then this wouldn't have happened. She wouldn't be here broken to the soul and crying her already empty heart out. No, she wouldn't. Naomi doesn't blame anyone though, especially Shinozaki. She too hadn't known that this would be the outcome. Poor girl thinks that she is the person at fault to their other friend's demise. It's her fault for Seiko's, though.
(So, for everyday she lives, she destroys a part of her in exchange for the guilt of surviving.)
end notes: So this actually a drabbles about what happened to our Kiasaragi survivors after what happened in Heavenly Host. I know this is very unoriginal and short since it is already shown and used but this is basically a warm-up for me. There's more to come after this. So, stay tune for more. Reviews, follows and favorites are very much appreciated.