Heyy there, this be Despratelyneedsaife, because, well obviously, I need a life. Desprately. But that's alright cus then I ihave some extra time to write stuff like this. Even if I'm not very good at it. Well this is a fic bout Sango and her secret feelings for Inuyasha. Don't blame me if some of it seems made up cus I haven't watched Inuyasha for a very long time now. I've just got too much goin on. In my mind I mean, cus like I said, I need a life. Well please r and r and enjoy the story. Oh, and I don't own anything. So here's the story:
So I've Fallen
She ran. Ran as fast as she could but her destination was unknown. All she wanted was to get away, away from them. She just couldn't take it anymore. The way they looked at each other. She hated it. The way they smiled when they were happy together. And the way that Kagome would get all worked up every time the name Kikyo was mentioned. And the way Inuyasha would try to make everything better. The way Kagome was portrayed as the beautiful pure priestess, and even more as Inuyasha's girl. She hated the way everyone loved her, while she, Sango, was the demon slayer. The exterminator, the tainted, hurt, demon slayer. Not even noticed as a woman. Except for that perverted monk. Oh how she hated him too. She only tried to love him, so that she would at least have someone, anyone. She didn't want Miroku though, she never wanted him. She hated them all, even that annoying kitsune brat. The only one she didn't hate was, Inuyasha. She tried to hate him, and tried to love Miroku, for she knew Inuyasha would never choose her over Kagome. And if not Kagome, he had Kikyo to fall back on. He had two beautiful, powerful priestesses to choose from. Why would he pick her, Sango, the demon slayer? And that was another thing. She was a demon slayer. A demon wouldn't, no they couldn't love one that is supposed to hunt them. Although Inuyasha was only half, he still was a demon. She collapsed after running for so long. She didn't know where she was. It didn't matter. She was away from them, away from him. If she stayed with him, she would fall in love, so deeply, desperately in love with that silver-haired creature. She would stop at nothing to make him hers. But even after that, he still would never love her. The tears came flowing from her swollen eyes, staining her porcelain cheeks. She took in sharp, quick, gasping breaths in between each sob. Who was she kidding? She already was in love with him; it was too late to turn back. So now she has to leave, forever. She tried to see the bright side; no longer would she have to stay with that slut Kagome, or that perv Miroku, or that wimp Shippo, or that hot headed, over confident, conceited, handsome, strong Inuyasha. How could she live without him? It was impossible. But somehow she would have to manage. She didn't head back toward the campsite. First of all, she didn't know how to get back. But more importantly, she wouldn't be able to leave if she saw his golden glowing eyes piercing through her flesh, seeming to read her like a book. But no, his eyes were not for her, but for his Kagome. Oh how she wished he could be Kagome, if only for a second. If only to feel his warm embrace, his loving eyes, his smile meant only for her. If only for a second, it would make her life worth living. She gathered all the courage she could muster, took one last look in the direction she came from, and started on her journey, to try and escape the pain, escape her love for him whom she could not have.
So, what did you think? Don't tell me now, review. And I think I will make another chapter, what do you think? Well, just review and we'll see what happens. Hope that you liked it.