Dean sit alone on his bed prying to Cas, the thoughts running through his mind are a jumble, look over Sammy he thinks to himself watch over him Cas like you do for me…..he stops and looks over his shoulders "where the hell are you man"
Later that night while dean sleeps away Castile comes, I always come when you pry dean. He says in a whisper as to make sure he doesn't wake dean up.
He looks around the room and smiles. You finally have a room of your own he says to himself. He quietly walks around to see how nicely dean has decorated his room but then he sees the other half of the room barren and untouched he frowns knowing he will never live happily with dean, not until he can figure out why and who is controlling him. Cas then walks over to dean's desk and see's the picture of Mary. Cas then smiles again but not a happy smile but nor was it sad, it was just empty with no feeling behind it. He then sits at the foot of dean's bed and sighs. Oh dean I wish I could have came early but something or someone is holding me back, but it's not just that dean it's…I'm afraid to see you. It's not because I'm scared of you dean it's because I'm scared of myself. I'm afraid that I'm capable of hurting you dean or much worse. I keep forgetting where I am most of the time and I have a feeling of warped time, like I'm being pulled back and forth from one place to another. The strangest part about it dean is I keeping seeing this women's face, she tortures me and I feel like she's controlling me, but she's not real at least I don't think she is. Tears start to fall from his eyes hitting the floor below, I don't know what's going on I feel like I'm going crazy it's much worse then before and I… I… dean I'm scared he stutters. He breaths and clams down some. Dean I'll watch over Sam and make sure the trials won't kill him. I need to redeem myself for I have become such a monster. And while Cas promises dean to take care of Sam he feels a tug pull him back to heaven.
Cas what are you doing I told you to stay away from the Winchesters. Says Naomi with a wicked smile
It's you; I knew you were real…..wait what are doing with that NOOOOO…STOP!….NOOOO.