Olivia laid in bed, wrapped in the strong embrace of the man next to her. She stared at the bassinet across the room as she rubbed her swollen belly. She was 20 weeks along, and in a few weeks they would find out if it was a boy or a girl. But that wasn't what was really on her mind. She stirred in bed, hoping not to wake him up. She was so happy with him, happier then she had been in about a year.

"Hey, what's wrong? Are you having trouble sleeping?" The man asked her, kissing her forehead.

"Yeah, I was just thinking. Don't worry, go back to sleep." Liv said as she pulled her pregnancy pillow underneath her belly.

Liv couldn't believe it had already been a year. She hadn't talked to him in almost a year. She had tried to reach out to him, but he refused to talk to her. How was it possible she had gone this long without him?

"Olivia, please talk to me. You have been shutting me out a lot her lately." David said as he sat up next to her.

She ignored him, hoping he would just drop the subject. She really didn't feel like talking about it, nor would she ever want to.

Olivia really was falling for David Hayden. He was there for her when the only man she ever really knew wasn't. She had found out she was pregnant about 3 months into their relationship, and they were both thrilled. She was ready to be a mother, and David was happy to give that to her. She just wasn't sure that he was the one she wanted to give her that.

"David, there isn't anything to discuss. Just go to sleep." Liv whispered, hoping he would lie down and leave her alone. David knew she wasn't gonna tell him anything, so he ignored it and went back to bed.

She kept thinking about him. He would have never let anything down as easy as David did. She wondered what he was up to these days. She had thought about him a lot recently, one conversation in particular.

"You know you'd make a great mom." Elliot said as he sat down into the squad car.

"Oh my God. I'm not having this conversation." Liv said, trying to drop it.

"You're great with kids."

"Yeah, I know."

"Look, maybe you should start thinking about having kids, and anyway you wanna do it, I'll support you.

"Elliot, do me a favor. Shut up and drive."

Where was he now to support her like he said he would be? Almost every night since she found out she was pregnant; she would lay and remember moments about them. They were always memories of him or memories of them together. They would never cease to flash through her mind or bring tears to her eyes. She always hoped one day he would come back to her, but when would that day be?

Liv woke up to the sound of her phone ringing the next morning. It was only four, so she figured it was someone from work.

"Benson." She said, attempting to get up out of bed.

"Hey Olivia, its Cragen. You have a DB on Forty-Sixth Street. Melinda says it's pretty bad, so Nick is headed there to pick you up."

"Ok, thanks Captain."

Liv sat her phone down on the bed, glancing over at the man sleeping next to her. She kissed his forehead, hoping not to wake him. She got up and walked over to her closet, finding the loosest fitting clothes possible. She pulled on her favorite blue sweater, noticing it was a bit snug on her belly.

"I think we need to go shopping for some maternity clothes. Yours are getting too tight for you." David said, pulling her into his chest. She bent her head up to kiss him, pulling out from him.

"Yeah, maybe if we could find some time to actually do that." Liv said, attempting to find some pants that fit.

"Baby, I know you love your job, but shouldn't you slow down a bit?"

"David, I love my job and I don't wanna loose that. Cragen told me I had to be on desk duty at 30 weeks. Then I am off 3 months when the baby is here. So for the next few months, I am gonna work my hardest."

"Ok, well I want you to be careful. We can do shopping on Sunday since that is your day off."

"I am always careful, and that sounds perfect" Liv said as she heard a honking coming from the street. She pulled on her black blazer, kissed David, and headed straight out the door.

Olivia and Nick pulled up to the crime scene, and noticed how many people were there. There were city cops everywhere, which was very unusual.

"Why are there so many people here? I can't even see the crime scene." Nick questioned as he stepped out of the car. Before Olivia could even answer, a cop was rushing towards them.

"Detectives, we have a situation here. There were shots fired at the CSU and we suspect it's our perp. No one was hurt, but we have reason to believe he is still in the area. We would like to get you guys in some vest, and have you come over to the crime scene." The uniformed cop said.

Before Olivia and Nick could get suited up, shots were fired. They had no idea where they were coming from. Nick ducked back into the car, hoping to avoid the bullets. He glanced over to Olivia, and noticed she was bent over on the ground. Before he even asked what happen, he saw her hand covering her right side, grasping at her mid side. He could see the blood pooling out over her hands, and knew he had to get her to the hospital. He ran over to her side, helping her back into the car.

"Dispatch, this is Detective Nick Amaro, badge number 6323. I have a pregnant officer with shots to her right side. I am headed to Mercy as we speak, have someone ready for us." Nick yelled into his radio.

"Nick, please hurry." Olivia mumbled as her eyes closed.

"No Olivia, you got to stay awake. C'mon, Liv wake up." Nick yelled as he shook her, trying to drive at the same time.

Liv. God she hadn't heard anyone call her that in a long time. She wanted Elliot, and she wanted him to be here now. She needed him, she always had. She opened her eyes, looking over at Nick to ask him something.

"Nick, can you do something for me?" She struggled to say.

"Anything if you just stay awake for me until we get to the hospital." He said, smiling that she was asking a favor of him.

"When we get there, can you call someone for me?"

"Yeah anything. You want me to call David for you?"

"Um yeah call David. But that isn't who I am talking about."

"Who Olivia?"

"Will you please call Elliot? His number is in my cell." Olivia asked with tears in her eyes, knowing he wouldn't say no to her.

"Yeah, sure I can." Nick said, looking over at her.

They arrived at Mercy a few minutes later, and rushed Olivia straight in. Nick explained to the nurse what happened, and told her his partner was expecting. Nick called David first, knowing he should be here. Before he could call Elliot, Cragen came running into the waiting room.

"What's going on? Have they said anything since you got here?" Cragen asked, worried about the woman who was like a daughter to him.

"No, but they just took her back to the OR." Amaro explained, "Cragen, Olivia asked me to do something for her, and I don't know what to do."

"What exactly did she ask you to do?"

"She asked if I would call Elliot for her, and tell him what's going on. I don't even know him, and I don't know how to approach this."

"Nick, I don't know what to tell you, other than you should do what she asks."

"Why would she want him here? I understand they were partners, but why would she need him? He left her without a partner, without any warning."

"They were so much more than partners, and he is the only man she has ever trusted. She wants him here because deep down I think she needs him more than she realizes." Cragen answered, trying to explain the difficult relationship.

"Well then I guess I should call him and get this over with. Why is this such a hard thing for me to do, I don't even know this guy." Nick questioned.

"Because you're calling to tell him that his world is crashing down. Your gonna be the one to tell him that Olivia is lying in an OR, and he wasn't there to protect her."

"God, I don't even know what to say. But I don't have any other choice" Nick said as he hit the call button on Olivia's phone, hoping he could find the words to say.

Olivia! What's going to happen? I need reviews to decide if I wanna continue (: