HEY GUYS I AM REALLY LOVING WRITING SAMCHEL STORIES AT THE MOMENT SO HERES ANOTHER ONE AND I REALLY LOVING THIS STORY.
At seventeen years old I had made the "biggest" mistake of my life. One night with a man who had promised that he would never leave my side and now here I was with a 5 year old little girl and the man of my dreams and father of said 5 year old about to become the happiest people in the world because we were finally going to tie the knot and become a family.
Since I was a little girl I had always had the dream to become an actress on Broadway, being in the Glee club and almost every other club in the school had meant that I would get a better shot at what I wanted, but Glee was the highlight of my time at McKinley as it was the one place where I really got to shine. Though it had been a rough start and we in the Glee club were still being picked on nearly every day and we didn't exactly get any credit for making it as far as we had, it was still an experience that we would all treasure as it had been the first time ever that we had truly come together as a team and performed. Our second year hadn't gone much better and neither had my love life but as time had passed there had been a change in that, well a slight one. I had lost my virginity to a green eyed, blonde haired muscular teen who had somehow wanted the same thing as I had when it happened. However for what felt like the 100th time in the last couple of days I had vomited and was now standing in front of the mirror trying to come up with a better conclusion than the one that was playing through my head. I mean anything had to better than thinking that you were pregnant, it had to be better than feeling like all your dreams were over and that you were a huge failure because you couldn't keep your dreams. Deciding that I needed to find out for myself I went out and brought six different types of pregnancy test, positive that one of them had to be right. Heading back home I drank about 20 bottles of water and wasn't surprised about the fact that I needed to pee so suddenly, so as I did each test and lay them out on the table I drifted off in thought after setting the buzzer to go off after the last test had had 15 minutes to do whatever it was it needed to do.
The buzzer that I had set for 15 minutes was finally sounding. I got up off my bed and made my way over to my desk, feeling like the weight of the world was crushing down around me and I was being slowed because I had weights tied to my ankles that were slowing me down. I grabbed the first stick and turned it over and then the next and finally the last one. As I took a look at each pregnancy test I groaned, falling to the floor and bursting into tears. Feeling like all my dreams were crumbling in around me. I was pregnant and as if that wasn't bad enough there was no way that the father would want to be in the picture. After what felt like hours I got to my feet and chucked the offending sticks in the rubbish. I needed to talk to someone. A person I could trust and right now there weren't many people I felt like I could go to without going to the one person who had done this to me in the first place.
Knocking on the door I waited for the person to answer. I decided the one person I could go to, was the one person who had supported my dreams and helped me when things had gotten really bad. When the door open Mr Schue looked at me a smile on his face before he finally looked me in the eye and asked
"What's wrong Rachel?" and I felt the tears start falling. He wrapped an arm around me and pulled me into his apartment, dragging me over to the couch where he sat me down before grabbing a box of tissues and a glass of water for me. He sat on the coffee table placing the objects next to him as he watched me try and compose myself.
"Rachel what's wrong?" he asked and I looked up at him and whispered
"My dreams have been destroyed" I said and he looked at me confused before I said
"I'm pregnant Mr Schuester and I have no idea what to do" I confessed and he looked at me taken aback before he reached out and grabbed my hand.
"It's alright Rachel. You don't have to tell me anymore but know that I will not let anyone know that you are until you are ready and I will be there if you need me. But you need to tell the father and your own fathers' Rachel" he said and I nodded
"Mr Schue. I want you to know that I do intend on telling them but right now I just I need someone to be reasonable, I mean you were there to support Quinn last year and I want that of you too. I need to tell someone the full truth because there is no way that I will feel comfortable telling my fathers' no matter how accepting they may be" I said and he nodded.
"Ok I'm listening" he said and I took a deep breath.
"It happened the night of prom. Sam took Mercedes and I, as we were the only ones in the glee club who didn't have dates, but then I ended up taking Jesse just to annoy Finn. Eventually the night was coming to an end, Sam dropped Mercedes off first and then he was dropping me off and he walked me to the door and he kissed me, which I returned. And I don't know something came over the two of us and before we knew it we were both waking up in each-other's arms in my bed, and it was one of the best feelings I have ever felt. We went our separate ways and talk occasionally but then when I found out that he and his family were broke and living in a single motel room I felt so bad for them and I did nothing about it. But now here I am, pregnant and uncertain of the future" I said truthfully, feeling slightly ashamed. Mr Schuester had always been accepting of me and my needs but then he was always so easy to talk to and trust but now I just felt like I had let him down somehow.
"Rachel thank you for trusting me with the truth, I feel honoured that you trust me so. I know your torn right now but honestly this feeling that you have right now is exactly the same I felt, what are you going to do? Are your dreams and life choices going to be right when you bring a child into the world? Are you ready to be a parent? If you are asking yourself all of those questions right now then my answer to you would be yes you are. A parent never stops worrying and a mother will do anything to keep her child safe, I honestly believe that you, no matter what the support will somehow be able to still get the chance to follow your dream. And I think that Sam will be a great choice for you when you decide what route you are going to go down" he said and I nodded.
"Thank you Mr Schue" I said and he smiled. For the next hour we talked through all the different things I would need to think about, especially after he'd asked me how far through I thought I was. So as I left Mr Shuesters' house to head back to my own home, I decided that I would need to tell my parents and Sam as well as book an appointment to go to the doctors for a check-up. I was still nervous but after the talk with Mr Schue I felt more confident than I had in weeks.