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Dear Diary,

I'm still thinking of him. No matter what I do, I can't shake him off my mind. He's all I ever think about, he's all I want to think about. I wish he felt the same way about me, too, but I know it's a long shot. Guys like Duncan Evans don't go for preppy, stuck-up, friendless girls like me. Plus, it's not like anything could happen between us even if he did feel that way. I have a reputation to uphold.

I just can't seem to shake those perfect blue eyes from my mind. They look like two pools of fresh water, that just someone to fill with love and not lust. I reall wish he would notice me for someone other than his science partner. If he even looks at me I know all hes thinking of is 'boobs'. Curse my stupid C cups! But, I'm quite glad we were partnered together, I get to spend more time with him.

Like today, we must have spent an hour on work, then three on just talking. He wanted to know all about me, as if he really cares about me. But, I still told him all about myself. I talked for a while about what I like to do in life, what I want to do in life and my aspirations and dreams. He did look interested, but I knew he was bored. My life is boring to other people.

I did ask him about himself, too. But, he wasn't too keen on talking about it. I learnt his parents are cops and he's been to juvie twenty-three times. Wow, that must be some sort of record, right? But, I don't mind. I guess bad boys are my new phase.

Then there's the bad point of today. It became clear to me that we were just to different. People like me and Duncan just aren't meant to be together. It might seem silly and stupid, but it's true. No matter how much I want to be with him, I know I can't be.

My life sucks. What sort of life is one if you can't have what you want? A bad one. That's what my life is, a bad, boring life. I want Duncan, but it's not meant to be.

Yours Sincerely, Courtney.

A/N: Brianna here :)

I got bored and decided to write a little DxC oneshot :)

I know I'm not as good as Chloe when it comes to writing, but I'm trying here. And I can't be asked to make my own account, so I'll just use Chloe's ;)

You know, I haven't seen world tour, yet, but I don;t think I wanna watch it. Chloe told me that Duncan's a jackass...AND HE KISSES GWEN TWICE! I am not happy about that...But, I still love DxC all the same ;) LOL!

Thanks for reading, please review :)

Love, Brianna