Why can't I say it?
by: adorabletheodore
chapter 1
Spencer walked by Aiden. Aiden just scowled at the way Spencer looked at Ashley. Spencer walked over to Aiden and she said,
"Aiden, who'd she pick?" Aiden looked at her with tears in his eyes and he replied,
"She picked," Spencer's eyes lit up like the mid-morning sky, "you," he continued. Aiden didn't understand why Ashley chose her over him. He just couldn't beleive he lost t to a girl. When Spencer sat down, she grabbed both of his shoulders and looked at him with hurt. She felt sorry for him because Ashley is who made him happy.
"It's okay, I'm here, you can talk to me." Spencer said as she hugged Aiden. Aiden backed away wiping away his tears falling from his eyes onto the ground so he can hide the way he felt. Spencer walked over to Ashley who had a smile on her face while she looked up.
"Hey Sencer!" Ashley said cheerfully, "what's wrong with Aiden?" she asked Spencer.
"He's upset that you picked me over him," Spencer said as she looked over at Aiden.
"He's probably just jealous," Ashley said. Spencer giggled at the fact that he might be jealous of them. Ashley got up and walked away. Spencer followed her.
"Something wrong?" Spencer asked Ashley. Being conserned about her girlfriend. Ashley turned around.
"No, everything is fine," Ashley replied. Ashley turned and walked away. Spencer's smile faded by the time Ashley was gone. She was happy Ashley picked her, but she didn't know what to do about Aiden. Spencer walked back to her house. She entered the front door.
"Where have you been?!" Paula asked. Paula had tears running down her cheeks with a worried look.
"I was out with Aiden," she explained. "I went to see a movie with him," Spencer continued. Paula calmed down, tears stopped falling. Spencer knew she was lying, but she didn't want to get her nor Ashley in trouble.
"Well, your late!" Paula yelled. "You were supposed to be home at the time of your curfew."
"Sorry mom, I promise it'll never happen again." Spencer pleaded. "Or maybe it will, I mean it's not like I'm having sex with her or anything. I wonder if she wants to. If so I don't know, but if not oh well. She might not even love me as much as I love her. But no matter what, I'll always love her. I wonder if she'll always love me," Spencer asked herself. Will she ever say that she loves me? or does she? Nobody knows." Spencer kept asking herself the questions she worried about the most.
"Oh My God! does she love Aiden more than me? Does she still have feelings for him?" Spencer asked herself. Her heart punding harder everytime she thinks of a question. Spencer hears the doorbell. Her voice got cheery, thinking it is Ashley. She races down the stairs to the front door. She looks out.
"Ashley!" Spencer squealed. Ashley was sitting there, her mouth open wide from how much excitement Spencer had given.
"Hi Spencer," she said with a smile. "What's up?" she asked still laughing.
"Oh nothing, just wanted to see you. But I need to talk to you." Spencer said to Ashley as she was pulling her inside.
"Whoa! whoa!woa! you do know I have skin right?" Ashley said laughing harder.
"Sorry Ashley," Spencer said, "I just haven't seen you since an hour ago." Spencer exlpained.
"What'd you want to talk about?" Ashley asked.
"Us," Spencer replied quickly and shortly. Ashley's smile faded to a frown that was saying "oh crap."