Miley's P.O.V
I didn't wanna say I'm sorry For breaking us apart
It's been almost a year since Nick and I broke up. And the day we broke it off kept running through my mind. It had even progressed to becoming the memory that haunted my dreams every night. I knew I could make it all go away too,but,as much as I missed the boy I did not want to call Nick Jonas and apologize for as everyone else was saying 'breaking us up'. Even if it did mean that people considered me stubborn. People were accusing me of a lot these days. I was a slut,a lesbian, I was jelous of Selena, I was rude, I was mean, I deserved death and hatred. Amazing what one,stupid boy could do to just by breaking a girls heart and pinning the breakup on her.
Nick's P.O.V
I didn't wanna say it was my fault Even though I knew it was
Almost a year to the day. Well not to the day exactly. Miley and I had brok up back in January. So that gave us another two-and-a-half months before it was our 'break up anniversary'. Did people even have thouse? I had to admit I missed the girl terribly. Although I was only just now in the beginning stages of admiting it to myself only. So give me another eleven months and I'll probably be telling the public about how much I miss my ex-girlfriend and begging her to take me back. But even though I missed her and I had had written three songs hoping she would call me I didnt want to say the break up was my fault. Even if I did know in the back of my mind that it was. It was a darkend thought I kept pussing out of my mind. Why had I done it I still dont know all I know now is that I wish I hadn't. Her last words to me still rang through my head loud and clear and they still stung as if I had just heard them. Finally I got sick of it. I had to call her even if I got her voice mail. I had to hear her voice again just this once. I would allow myself the tourcher later just this once.
Miley's P.O.V
I didn't wanna call you back 'Cause I knew that I was wrong Yeah, I knew I was wrong
I was just comming out of a sound check before my performance when I checked my phone. My breath caught in my throught as I read the name that came across the screne. 'Nick Jonas' the phone read. 'Nick Jonas' the name stood out as if it was haunting me. I opened my phone, he hadn't left a voice mail, but I knew it had to have gone their. Part of me wanted to dial the familiar number and talk to him,to at least see what he wanted,to just hear his voice again one last time actually talking to me just this once. Then again another part of me was telling me to just close the phone,pretend he didnt call,go one with my life. The secend part of me had won this time. I closed the phone,put it back in my purse, and walked away. Part of me knew I was the wrong one out of the two of us and I was ready to tell myself or him that yet. Not yet. Maybe givin some time to think everything over. Maybe after I had given my heart enough time to hear,for the scars to mend,but just not yet. So for now Nick Jonas had never called me and if he had then my phone was being retarded and his call never came up as 'missed' and for now I would go on with my life as best as what he had done would allow me to. Even if part of me would always love him. Don't get me wrong I wanted nothing,but his happyness. Still,part of me still wanted to be the cause of that happyness.
One in the same Never to change Our love was beautiful We got it all Destined to fall
I went home. 'Curse him' I though as memories of all the times we had together ran through my mind. It just wasn't fair. None of it was. I was the one sitting here now all bent out of shape because of the break up. Our 'break up anniversary' was in two-and-a-half months. Did anybody even have thouse anyways? Well if they did ours was soon,really soon. At the same tiem I felt like I was stuck in one of thouse tragic romance movies chicks watch with their boyfriends when they want to be all musshy. I mean come on they all have the same basic plot to them. Boy meets girl,boy and girl become friends,boy falls in love with girl and girl falls in love with boy,they confess finally and they start dating,boy finds a new love and dumps girl. Okay so maybe not that last part but thats how mine went. If that was our love life we were pretty destined to fall in love. Which I had to say bit ass. I mean come on if I had known when I first started datig him that it would end like this I would have never...okay yeah I'll fess up I would have dated him anyways. I couldn't help it and even the 'Niley' fans agree that our love was a beautiful thing. I guess it just wasn't beautiful enough. It was proven by all those Niley videos on youtube that I had recently found myself searching for more frequently now that in the words of some fans 'Niley was dead'.
Nick's P.O.V
Our love was tragical Wanted to call No need to fight You know I wouldn't lie But tonight We'll leave it on the line Listen Baby Never would have said forever if we knew it ends so fast.
I had been thinking of one girl all day. The thing that bugged me was the girl I was thinking of wasn't my girlfriend Selena. I was thinking about Miley, I just couldn't get her out of my head since I had called her. Memories of when we were together always flashed through my mind. Now a days when I was alone without noticing it I found myself looking up Niley videos. It amazed me what fans now said about Miley. Did they say thouse things because of me? Yeah most likley they did since most of the usernames had 'Nick Jonas' or 'JB' or 'Jonas Brothers' or something related to me and my brothers in them. Then another thought hit me. Did Miley read these comments? And if she did,what did reading them do to her? I soon found myself worrying about her again. Why did that always happen? Stupid question,I knew why,because in the words of so mant 'Niley died' and I had killed it. I never would have said we would have loved forever if I knew that forever was only going to be two years. "Only two years" I said to myself not really noticing or caring who was in the room. Till I heard that voice. "What was only two years Nikky-poo"Selena asked me. God I hated it when she called me that. I felt so much like Joann from RENT when she did. Only she was using 'Nikky-poo' instead of 'pookie',but to be honest I wasn't sure which one was worse. I suddenly found myself glade Miley didnt pick up the phone. How would I explain that to Selena when I was screaming at someone over the phone?